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Dead in the centre of the ancient cathedral at Chartres there is a labyrinth. It is not in the least a frightening one, being neither underground nor made of walls. It is, indeed, no more than a diagram in black-and-white mosaic, designed by a nun some seven centuries ago. Compacted into a circle five-and-a-half metres across, its curved, double-backing path is exceedingly narrow. It falls into four distinct sections; only when you have covered every part of the track, switching from one wedge to the next in semi and quarter-circle swathes, do you reach the dead centre and find the straight line back to the world's edge. Yes, the world's; for despite its transparency, the readability of the path's progress, the labyrinth seems to be more than itself. It is not that it provokes a desire to uncover some hidden meaning - no doubt that died with the thirteenth century nun - but that every person who walks it applies it as a template to life as they see it and the world that they know. It is an infinitely re-usable, adaptable sign, suited to pilgrims of any sect. That, certainly, is the view of Frčre Laurent, who never tires of watching visitors try the labyrinth between noon and one-thirty each day (except Sunday) the only time it is opened. There is no ritual involved, yet the random individuals who can be found with heads down, carefully placing one foot in front of the other, are drawn into a casual unity that Frčre Laurent finds endlessly pleasing. It is as if the labyrinth has settled the differences between them, demanding of each the same: patience, concentration and the ability to construct significance. For all that, it is the residual distinctiveness of each journey that fascinates our monk. Some people would clearly never make good pilgrims: they take short cuts across the rings instead of following them round, and exit any old how before reaching the middle. He imagines that such people get little out of life, though they expect to be given much. Others treat the labyrinth as a puzzle, constantly referring to the little photograph in their guide book so that they retain a sense of the whole while their eyes glaze over looking at the busy monochrome at their feet. Still others take as long as possible, as if each turn of the path represented a like change in their own lives. They pause in places, causing Frčre Laurent to wonder what catastrophe or triumph they are recalling. Youthful visitors approach the centre eagerly, as if it represents the fulfillment of love or ambition. The elderly do so with trepidation, as if it symbolises death. In truth, it could be either. There are only two people on the labyrinth today - no surprise: the Easter holidays are over. It is the Saturday after Pâques but before the cluster of Bank Holidays in early May. They are obviously a couple. You can always tell, even when the labyrinth is crowded. (People who are alone keep their eyes fixed on the ground. Those who are together make eye contact across the circle, checking each others' progress.) Their serious air and sober clothes suggest they are among the many scholars who visit Chartres, except that the frequency with which their eyes meet shows Frčre Laurent that they are as much concerned with reading each other as with deciphering the labyrinth. It is hard to tell their ages. The man is clearly older, but has the thinness, and occasionally awkwardness, of adolescence. His features are overly sharp, and his excessive pallor all the more noticeable for the dark eyes and blue-black hair. Frčre Laurent decides he is at least thirty-three, like Notre Seigneur when he died, for, he fancies, the man would look just like that emaciated effigy of Our Lord if only he had blue eyes, blond hair and a beard. The woman could be anything from sixteen to twenty-six. Her skin has the translucency of youth; she is freckled and rosy, with a girlishly snubbed nose and round eyes of, to be honest, a sludgy, indeterminate brown. It is her manner - poised, decisive - that gives her the authority of someone older; and her hair banishes girlishness: a short, geometric cut that reminds Frčre Laurent of the scandal his nephew caused in the town's municipal gardens: the lad's avant-garde approach to topiary was much admired by Chartres' Adjointe Culturelle - but she was the only one. No-one else protested when the bushes were summarily cropped back to traditional lumps. The couple have nearly completed their journey. They set off in opposite directions, but kept pace with one another all the way through to ensure they reached the middle together. Now they are circling each other tightly, hardly breaking eye-contact - a stately dance rather than miniature pilgrimage. When they achieve the centre they pause, locked implacably in a mutual gaze, but are too respectful of the place to kiss. They seem to be exchanging some kind of vow. Suddenly they relax into smiles and saunter out, drifting over to the souvenir stalls by the West tower, where they pay thirty francs for the right to climb over three hundred steps to the top of the Cathedral. Frčre Laurent frowns. There is something odd about them that goes beyond the age difference and (judging by their accents when they asked about the tower) Britishness. Something uncanny he can't quite put his finger on. They have a furtive look, as if they are involved in some secret deal, or are kids playing truant. (That is precisely what they are doing, but Frčre Laurent can hardly know that.) After half an hour, they still have not reappeared. Of course, most people linger over the tower. There are so many fascinating views. You can peer through to the interior of the Cathedral, get vertigo looking down at the lying buttresses and see all the carvings close up, marvelling at how stone can be delicate as lace. Many couples stop to scratch in their names and a date. That annoys Frčre Laurent. The medieval masons were content to remain unnamed, leaving as their mark collective, un-attributed beauties. These tourists must needs tell you that they, personally, Were Here in disfiguring letters that damage the building. He decides to follow the pair up the tower. He climbs quickly, puffing for breath - it is incredibly hot for April - and he catches sight of them on a circular walkway right near the top. They are looking across to the other tower, perfectly still in the shimmering heat. Then they disappear. Frčre Laurent blinks. He was not imagining it and they could not have simply slipped behind a pillar. He definitely saw them in front of one that, progressively, grew more visible as the two became translucent and vanished. He flops against the parapet. He has never been one of those 'religieux' who are subject to visions, and he has no intention of starting now. He grips the stone firmly, as if to reassure himself that he is solid - and notices something odd. The ledge he is touching usually bears a particularly inept incision telling us that Jean-Pierre and Marie-Celeste were there in 1973. Now, instead, the same legend is carved in tiny gothic script, and the original graffiti nowhere to be seen. Frčre Laurent spends the next hour missing lunch and checking the graffiti up and down the deserted tower. Nothing has been effaced, but every recorded presence changed to that same, delicate carving. There is one that is new. Lined up under an especially diabolical gargoyle he finds a minuscule rectangle, like the letter of an illuminated manuscript. It contains an ingeniously rendered lion and snake over the year: 2000 AD. There is only one explanation. He knows the transformations have only just appeared - he walks up the tower every morning for exercise, and would have noticed. No ordinary human beings could have chiselled all those names so perfectly in under an hour. Sorcellerie. Frčre Laurent is not unduly perturbed. He knows of these things, and credits their existence just as he credits the existence, somewhere, of angels (though he's never met one personally.) Besides, this is definitely not magie noire. Quite the opposite: a modest, minor, considerate miracle. Why, if the two were to reappear in the Cathedral right now, he would personally go and Bless them. It has been a year of minor miracles; or rather, since last June, a period in which a series of evils evaporated, just like that. He remembers Easter '99 with a shudder. Even taking into account the notorious incompetence of the French police, there had been an unprecedented number of unsolved murders, rapes and possible suicides. In the confession box people had whispered to him continually of nightmares, of sick fantasies they never knew they had in them, and how they recurred no matter how many beads they counted off on their rosaries. Then it had all stopped; and every ordinary, happy event had taken on the aspect of enchantment. He can't help connecting, somehow, the cessation of unexplained terror with the unexplained presence of these two sorcerers. He makes his way back down to the nave. His stomach is rumbling, and he'll have to wait a good five hours for supper (a moderate but tasty affair, for this is France and even a friar must eat, especially as it affords him a direct pleasure, not one acquired second hand from the imagined lives of others). Yet nothing can spoil his mood. The fragile labyrinth is now roped off. He wonders why the magical lovers walked it, and what they thought about when they did. You, readers, may imagine more easily than Frčre Laurent the thoughts of the pair as they snaked through that sacred maze. The little world they come from is likewise carved into quarters: four Houses, not alike in dignity, so they were charmed that, contrary to what first appears, the sections interlock, are one and the same path. For Hermione, the startling but orderly twists and turns underline the ever-intriguing gap between one's immediate perception of things and the understanding that comes with time and distance. Less than a year ago, setting out on this path (so to speak) she would never have guessed who she would find at the centre. Not simply knowledge, but the processes of acquiring it, fascinates her. For Severus, it is the exhaustiveness and repetition of the labyrinth that delights. It offers a multitude of chances to cover the same ground, and when you think you are almost finished, that there is no turning back, the path flips you to the outer rings and you are allowed to start again. For me, the labyrinth is my only excuse. How Hermione Granger ever came to love Severus Snape, and he her, I can render convincingly only within such an artifice: one peculiar and complex enough to account for strange confrontations between desire and destiny; one befuddling enough to give the impression of openness whilst actually conniving to deceive. We might as well confess, all of us, that we make indifferent pilgrims. I cannot pretend that we shall walk the whole labyrinth, that I shall never, by some narrative sleight of hand, nudge the characters across to the middle if the readers' desires (or mine) insist upon it. Nor would it be beyond me to snatch certain persons away from the dead centre, on the pretext that we have reached one of those hairpin bends that takes you back to the world's edge. Character is but one of the Fates, the others being the reader and the writer. In the world of fiction, these sisters rule as a Trinity, or Triumvirate; and though Character has traditionally been accorded the most power (and Reader the least) most people concede that things are more egalitarian now. If desires and destinies are not in accord, all three are to blame. So, let us go back to the beginning of the path, to a sweltering day in late June, in London, in 1999. It was Honours Day at the Ministry, and the speech was getting long. Background adapted from the designs of: Jo Edkins |