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Chapter 1
Even with the establishment
of commerce between our two lands, even with seven years having passed
without additional conflicts, the people of my land remain deeply distrustful
of Lon-Ser. They accept the goods you send, but only because these goods
ease the burdens of their daily chores. They are curious about your land
and eagerly seek knowledge about your customs and society. They even acknowledge
that our languages are similar and that this implies a shared ancient
history. Still, they remain convinced that war with Lon-Ser is not only
possible but perhaps inevitable. Many of us in the Order have tried to
convince them that this is not the case, that we have little to fear from
you, but even the people who live in Order towns remain skeptical. More
than ten years have passed since the outlanders burned our villages and
killed our people, but the scars are still fresh.
-- Hawk-Mage Orris to Melyor i Lakin, Sovereign and Bearer of Bragor-Nal,
Winter, God's Year 4633.
He is standing in a field he
does not recognize, squinting up into a bright blue sky. Above him, two
birds do battle, wheeling and stooping, talons outstretched and beaks
open. They are enormous, and framed as they are against the sun and the
blue, they appear almost utterly black.
For one terrifying instant he
fears that the outlanders have returned. But the outlanders' birds would
not fight each other, and both of these creatures are crying out stridently,
something the mechanical hawks from Lon-Ser never did. So he watches,
marveling at the size and grace of the winged combatants, though troubled
at the sight of their slashing claws and beaks. Yet, even with his eyes
riveted on the struggle taking place above him, he senses another presence
in the clearing.
Tearing his gaze from the birds,
he sees a woman standing on the far side of the field. She has straight
brown hair and pale eyes, and there is something vaguely familiar about
her. For a disorienting moment he wonders if this is his daughter, grown
suddenly into a woman. But when he hears her laugh, malicious and bitter,
he knows that this cannot be. He opens his mouth to ask her name, but
before he can he hears a piercing wail from above.
The two birds are locked together
now, their talons digging into each other's flesh and their wings beating
desperately though in unison, as if even in the throes of battle they
are working together to keep themselves aloft. But their efforts are in
vain. Toppling one over the other, they fall to the ground, landing at
his feet. They are dead, though whether from the impact or the damage
they have inflicted on one another, it is impossible to tell. And seeing
them at last, their carcasses bathed in the sunlight that had obscured
their color and features just seconds before, he cries out in despair.
*****
Jaryd awoke with a start and
found himself immersed in darkness. He heard Alayna beside him, her breathing
slow and deep, but otherwise all was still. Lying back against his pillow,
he took a long, steadying breath and closed his eyes. He knew better than
to try to go back to sleep. His heart was racing, and his hair was damp
with sweat. He was awake for the day. He opened his eyes again and stared
up toward the ceiling, although he could see nothing for the darkness.
"You up again?" Alayna
asked him in a muffled, sleepy voice.
"Yes," he whispered.
"Go back to sleep."
She said something in reply that
he couldn't make out, and a moment later her breathing slowed again.
He couldn't remember the last
time he had slept through the night. It wasn't that he slept poorly. For
the first several hours, he slept like the dead. But every day for weeks
on end now he had awakened before dawn, sometimes spontaneously and other
times, as today, out of a dream. At first he had taken his sleeplessness
as a sign that something was coming; that perhaps, not too long from now,
he would bind again, and end this interminable wait. But slowly, as each
day passed without a new familiar appearing, he began to accept that there
was nothing more to it than the obvious: he was just waking up too early.
Usually during these predawn
hours he tried to clear his mind using the exercises he had first learned
so many years ago, when he was a Mage-Attend to his uncle Baden. If he
wasn't going to sleep, he reasoned, he might as well prepare himself for
his next binding. But invariably, rather than quieting his emotions and
taming the confused thoughts that came to him in the darkness, the exercises
only served to heighten his feelings of loss.
His hawk, Ishalla, was gone.
She had been since late summer. And though he had hoped that the agony
of losing his first familiar would begin to abate with time, he was forced
to admit that it hadn't. He had so much in his life: a cherished wife
and daughter, a brother and mother to the north whom he loved, and friends
throughout the land for whom he would gladly have given his life. He had
served the communities here on the western shores of Tobyn-Ser for nearly
a dozen years, and in return he enjoyed the respect and affection of many
of those who lived here. And yet, with all this, Ishalla's absence still
left a void within him that he could scarcely fathom. Even the death of
his father had not affected him so.
Time and again, he had watched
people he loved, Baden, Trahn, Radomil, cope with the loss of their familiars.
Orris had lost two familiars in the time Jaryd had known him, both of
them as a result of violence. The first, a large impressive hawk, had
been killed at Theron's Grove by the great owl carried by the traitor,
Sartol. And the second, a dark falcon, died just over three years ago
during one of Orris's many battles with members of the League, who had
decided long ago that the burly mage deserved to die for what they viewed
as his betrayal of the land.
Most recently, Alayna had lost
Fylimar, the great grey hawk who had looked so much like Jaryd's Ishalla,
that many in the Order had said that in sending them such similar familiars,
the gods had marked Jaryd and Alayna for each other. Like Ishalla, Fylimar
had died a natural death, one she had earned after a life of service to
the land. This of course had not softened the blow for Alayna, any more
than it had for Jaryd. But Alayna found a new familiar quite soon after
Fylimar's death.
And what a binding it had been.
She had left their home early in the day, leaving Jaryd to care for Myn,
their daughter, and when she returned late that afternoon, she bore on
her shoulder a large, yellow-eyed owl with great ear tufts. It was the
same kind of bird to which Sartol, her mentor, had been bound, and it
occurred to both Jaryd and Alayna that the gods were offering her a chance
at redemption. "Sartol failed the land," they seemed to be saying.
"Go now and make right all that he made wrong."
The others had bound again as
well. Indeed, Trahn's binding to an owl had come just a few days after
the death of his hawk, prompting Orris to suggest that owls had actually
been waiting in line to become Trahn's familiar. Orris, too, had found
his new familiar rather quickly. He was bound now to another falcon, this
one larger than his last bird and as white as snow.
None of his friends had spent
more than a season unbound. Yet here was Jaryd, still without a familiar
after nearly half a year. Alayna assured him that, notwithstanding her
experience or Trahn's, being unbound for long stretches was a normal part
of being a mage. And Baden, who communicated with him periodically using
the Ceryll-var, reminded him during one merging that Owl- Sage Jessamyn,
Myn's namesake, who had been leader of the Order when Jaryd received his
cloak, had spent more than a year unbound.
Such reassurances helped, but
only a little. Certainly he didn't begrudge the others their bindings.
He was deeply proud of Alayna, who had become the youngest Owl-Master
within memory. But he could not help but wonder if he was ever going to
bind again, or if he was destined to die unbound and become yet another
victim of Theron's Curse.
He had spoken with Phelan, the
Wolf-Master. He had endured the terrors of Theron's Grove and he now carried
Theron's staff as his own. He had seen what it was to be unsettled, and
the very idea of it filled him with a cold, penetrating dread. But after
all this time without finding a new familiar, Jaryd was forced to acknowledge
that this might be his fate, that the sense of foreboding that hovered
at his shoulder all day, and followed him to bed at night, might carry
the weight of prophecy.
After struggling with his fears
privately for some time, he mentioned this possibility to Alayna, who
reacted predictably.
"That's ridiculous,"
she told him. "We're all afraid of Theron's Curse. That's just part
of being a mage. It certainly doesn't mean that you're fated to become
one of the Unsettled."
He nodded silently, accepting
the logic of what she said. But later that day he noticed her watching
him, concern etched on her delicate features. And he knew what she was
thinking. He has been unbound for such a long time . . .
Oddly, Jaryd found comfort not
in anything Alayna or Baden said to him, but rather in a lesson he had
learned long ago from his father. Jaryd had never been very close to his
father, and the distance between them had only increased after Jaryd became
a mage. But while Bernel had been brusque and taciturn, he also had possessed
a pragmatic wisdom that had manifested itself late in his life in terse,
pointed maxims that he offered without warning to anyone who cared to
listen.
One of these Jaryd heard for
the first time when he took Alayna and Myn to Accalia so that his mother
and father could meet their granddaughter for the first time. During the
journey, Myn slept poorly, often refusing to nurse, and Jaryd and Alayna
worried that something might be wrong with her.
"Worrying's a fine way to
waste some time," Bernel finally said, after listening to them fret
for an entire afternoon, "but it sure doesn't accomplish very much,
except to annoy the rest of us."
Alayna had taken offense, prompting
Drina to scold her husband for the balance of the day. But lying now in
his bed, watching the room he and Alayna shared brighten slowly with the
first grey glimmerings of daylight, Jaryd could only smile at the memory.
He glanced over at Alayna, who
was still asleep. Her long dark hair was streaked now with strands of
silver, and her face was leaner than it had been when they first met eleven
years ago. But the passage of the years had not diminished her beauty.
I can worry about becoming
one of the Unsettled, Jaryd told himself. Or I can enjoy what the
gods have given me until they decide that I'm ready for my next binding.
He smiled in the silver light.
It didn't strike him as a difficult choice.
He leaned over and kissed Alayna
lightly on her forehead. Then he silently slipped out of bed, dressed,
and wrapped his green cloak tightly around himself. Spring was approaching,
but there was still a chill in the air.
He started toward the common
room, intending to light a fire in the hearth, but as he walked past Myn's
room he glanced inside and saw his daughter sitting beside her small window,
bundled in a thick blanket, and reading a worn book of Cearbhall's fables.
"Good morning, Love,"
Jaryd said in a whisper.
She looked up from the book and
smiled at him. With her long chestnut hair, perfect features, and dazzling
smile she was the image of Alayna. All except her eyes, which were pale
grey, just like Jaryd's and those of his own mother.
"Good morning, Papa!"
she said.
Jaryd held a finger to his lips
and pointed back toward his bedroom. Myn covered her mouth, her eyes wide.
"What are you doing up so
early?" he asked her quietly.
"I always wake up when you
do," she whispered.
"How do you know when I
wake up?"
She shrugged. "I don't know.
I just do."
Jaryd gazed at her for several
seconds and then nodded. That she showed signs of having the Sight, already,
at the age of six, did not surprise them. Both he and Alayna had understood
from the beginning that their child would not be ordinary. But she was
attuned to both of her parents in strange and wondrous ways, some of them
remarkably subtle and completely unexpected.
Jaryd stood in her doorway for
a another moment, watching her and grinning. She just looked back at him,
saying nothing.
"I was going to make a fire
and have some breakfast," he finally told her. "Are you hungry?"
She nodded, put the book on her
bed, and keeping the blanket around her shoulders as if it were an overly
large cloak, followed him into the common room.
After lighting the fire, Jaryd
cut two large pieces of the dark currant bread he had made the day before
and covered them with sweet butter. They sat in the kitchen, and as they
ate, Myn told him about the fable she had been working her way through
when he found her. She was just learning to read, and Cearbhall's work
was not the easiest to figure out. The fable she had been reading, however,
was one of his favorites, The Fox and the Skunk, and he had read it to
her many times when she was younger.
"It was smart of you to
start with one you know already," he said, still speaking in a whisper.
She smiled, her mouth full of
bread. "Mama picked it out."
Jaryd laughed. "Well then
it was smart of her."
He got up to cut some more bread,
and as he did he heard the rustling of blankets in the other room.
"I think your mother's awake."
"She has been for a little
while," Myn said. "I think she was listening to us."
Jaryd turned to look at her again.
"How did you know that,
Myn-Myn?" Alayna asked, appearing in the kitchen doorway with Wyrinva,
her great owl, sitting on her shoulder.
Myn looked at her mother and
then at Jaryd, a shy smile on her lips. "I just know," she said,
seeming embarrassed. "I can feel it when you're awake. Both of you."
Alayna glanced up at Jaryd and
grinned.
"Is it bad that I can tell?"
"Not at all," Jaryd
said.
"Does it mean I'm going
to be a mage?"
Jaryd suppressed a laugh.
"I'd be very surprised if
you weren't a mage," Alayna said, her eyes still on Jaryd. "And
so would everyone else in Tobyn- Ser."
This time Jaryd couldn't help
but laugh out loud. Since before she could walk, Orris and Baden had been
saying that she was destined to be Owl-Sage, and though Jaryd and Alayna
were determined to let Myn find her own path, neither of them doubted
that she would bind someday, probably to Amarid's Hawk, just as they both
had. The question was: would she join the Order or the League? Indeed,
Jaryd could not even be certain that both would still exist by the time
Myn was ready to choose. He shook his head. It was not a line of thought
he cared to pursue just now.
"Good," Myn said. "I
want to be a mage. I like going to Amarid."
"I'm glad you like going
there," Alayna said, crossing to the bread and picking up the knife
to cut herself a piece. "We like it, too."
"That's why I'm happy today."
Alayna turned to look at Myn,
the knife poised over the loaf. "What do you mean, Myn-Myn?"
"I'm happy because we're
going to Amarid soon."
"No, we're not, Love,"
Jaryd said gently. "It's still winter. The Gathering isn't until
summer."
Myn smiled at him as if he were
a child. "I know that. We're going anyway."
Alayna walked to where the girl
was sitting. She squatted down and looked Myn in the eye. "What makes
you think we're going to Amarid, Myn?"
"I saw us going there in
a dream."
Alayna's eyes flicked to Jaryd
for an instant and then she forced a smile. "There are different
kinds of dreams, Myn-Myn. Your Papa and I have explained--"
"It was a real dream, Mama,"
Myn said earnestly. "I promise."
Jaryd took a deep breath. Myn's
Sight had grown stronger over the past year. He and Alayna had learned
to trust her visions almost as fully they trusted their own. He had no
idea why they would need to undertake the journey to Amarid so suddenly,
but neither did he truly doubt that they would. "How soon, Love?"
he asked her. "When do you think we'll be going?"
Myn looked at him and wrinkled
her forehead in concentration. "Tomorrow, I think," she finally
said. "Maybe the day after."
He faced Alayna again and saw
his own concern mirrored in her expression. What had happened? What would
lead Owl-Sage Radomil to summon the mages of the Order to Amarid for a
Gathering? Had something happened to Radomil himself? Had he fallen ill
or died? Jaryd looked at his staff, which was leaning against the wall
near the door of their small home. The sapphire stone mounted atop the
ancient charred wood still glowed steadily. Neither Radomil nor First
of the Sage Mered had awakened the Summoning Stone yet. If one of them
had, Jaryd's stone, as well as that of every other mage in Tobyn-Ser,
would have been flashing by now.
"We've still got some time,"
Alayna said, as if reading his thoughts. "We should probably let
Narelle know."
Jaryd nodded. Narelle was the
leader of the town council in Lastri, the nearest of the villages located
along the shores of South Shelter. Or rather, the nearest of those villages
that remained loyal to the Order rather than the League. Narelle needed
to know that Jaryd and Alayna would be departing for Amarid, leaving Lastri
and the other villages without their services for some time.
"I'll go and tell her,"
Jaryd said. "And I'll also get us some food. You and Myn can start
closing up the house."
Alayna sighed. "All right,"
she said. "This is the last thing I was expecting."
"I know. Me, too."
"I'm sorry," Myn said,
her voice quavering slightly.
Jaryd and Alayna both looked
at her.
"For what, Love?" Jaryd
asked.
Myn shrugged, refusing to look
up. A single tear fell off her cheek and darkened the table.
Alayna placed a hand on her shoulder
and bent to kiss her forehead. "It's not your fault that we have
to go, Myn. Just because you have a vision, that doesn't mean you make
it happen. We've told you that before. Remember?"
"Yes," the girl said
softly, wiping another tear from her face.
"So we don't blame you.
In fact, it's better that we know now, so we can get ready and warn the
people in town."
Myn looked up. "Really?"
Alayna nodded and cupped Myn's
cheek in her hand. "Really. Now go get dressed and wash up, and then
we'll get to work."
"All right, Mama,"
Myn said. She stood, pulling her blanket around her shoulders once more,
then returned to her bedroom.
"You don't have any doubts,
do you?" Alayna asked Jaryd, staring after their daughter.
Jaryd shook his head. "No.
A year ago I might have, but every vision she's had since last spring
has been true. I don't see any reason to start doubting her now."
Alayna passed a hand through
her hair. "Neither do I."
He let out a sigh. "I guess
I'll go put a saddle on one of the horses.
"You can't," she said,
grimacing. "I promised Myn I'd start teaching her to ride today."
"This isn't the best time,
Alayna."
"I know, but I've been promising
her since midwinter. And now that we're going to Amarid, who knows when
I'll have another chance?"
"She'll be riding everyday
for the next fortnight," Jaryd said.
"But with one of us sitting
behind her. You know that's not the same."
He stared at her for several
moments, shaking his head. The sunlight shining through a small window
behind him made her eyes sparkle. Brown and green they were, like a forest
in midsummer.
"Do you know how beautiful
you are?" he said, smiling and kissing her lightly on the lips.
She gave a wry grin. "Does
that mean you'll walk to the village?"
"What choice do I have?"
he answered, laughing.
"Then you'd better get going.
We have a lot to do today."
She pushed him toward the door,
but not before letting him kiss her again.
He put on his leather shoes,
which had been sitting on the floor beside the door, and stepped out into
the cold morning air. A light westerly wind stirred his cloak and hair,
carrying the familiar scents of brine and seaweed. A few featherlike clouds
floated overhead, but otherwise the sky was nearly as blue as his ceryll.
In winters past, on a morning like this one, he might have taken Ishalla
to the water's edge and watched her fly or hunt.
He shook his head. "You're
not doing yourself any good," he said aloud. He let out a long breath
and started toward town.
The walk to Lastri usually took
him nearly an hour. Once it had been a pleasant journey along a narrow
trail that wound among towering forests of oaks, maples, ashes, and elms.
Occasionally, the path angled toward the coast and the woods thinned,
allowing a traveler to catch glimpses of Arick's sea pounding endlessly
at the rocky shoreline below.
Over the past few years, however,
the trail had changed, as had everything else in Tobyn-Ser. Vast stretches
of the magnificent forest had been cut down so that the wood could be
shipped to Lon-Ser, or in some cases, Abborij. Where the trees had been
there was now little more than bare patches of exposed rock and dirt.
Only the mangled roots and stumps left behind by the woodsmen gave any
indication of what once had stood there. The trail had been widened and
straightened into a broad, rutted road, so that the timber could be hauled
to town in large carts drawn by teams of horses. And Lastri itself had
become heavily dependent upon the wood trade. From all that Jaryd and
Alayna had heard, Lastri was one of the largest wood ports in Tobyn-Ser.
Many of its people had grown wealthy as a result, and it was hard to find
a single family in the town that did not prosper in some way from the
cutting of the forests. So whenever he visited the town, Jaryd tried to
mask his distaste for what had been done to the landscape.
Not all the trees were gone.
There were still sections of the journey that remained just as Jaryd remembered
them, except for the road itself, which was wide and relatively straight
all the way to town. But the areas of forest seemed smaller each time
Jaryd saw them, and recently he had realized that there were now more
stumps to be seen along the way than there were trees.
Indeed, he had last made the
journey only a fortnight ago, and yet on this day, as he walked to Lastri
wondering what crisis would compel them to Amarid, Jaryd could see that
there had been even more cutting done during the interval. It was frightening
how quickly the trees were disappearing.
His one consolation was that
there were no woodsmen at work as he made his way to town. Not that they
had ever treated Jaryd or Alayna with anything but courtesy and respect.
In fact, several of them now greeted Myn by name when she made the journey
with one of her parents. But they seemed to know how Jaryd and Alayna
felt about the work they did, and they regarded the mages with suspicion.
More than that, the woodsmen
had been hired by the Keepers of Arick's Temple, who now owned much of
the land on either side of the path and who had profited more than any
other group from Tobyn-Ser's recent forays into transisthmus commerce.
Everyone in Tobyn-Ser was aware of the hostility that had existed since
the time of Amarid between the Keepers and the Order. The emergence of
the League and, more recently, of a growing number of so-called free mages,
had done nothing to lessen this animosity, and it seemed to Jaryd that
the Temples' commercial ventures had actually deepened it. Even if the
woodsmen understood nothing of the issues that had divided the Children
of Amarid and the Children of the Gods for a thousand years, they must
have sensed that by working for the Temples they had made themselves parties
to the feud.
Or perhaps Jaryd was merely imagining
it all. Perhaps the woodsmen were just uncomfortable around the mages
because, like so many of Tobyn-Ser's people, they were awed and a bit
frightened by the power he and Alayna wielded. Or perhaps they supported
the League rather than the Order. In a way it didn't matter. Whatever
the reason, Jaryd was just as happy to find himself alone on the road.
It gave him time to think.
The Summoning Stone hadn't been
used in some time, not since the death of Sonel's owl necessitated the
election of a new Owl- Sage nearly four years ago. And even then, the
summons had only been for the Owl-Masters. The entire Order had not been
called to the Great Hall in nearly seven years, since just before the
sundering of the Order.
Even before Owl-Master Erland
and his followers formed the League, use of the Summoning Stone was limited
to dire emergencies. But with the Mage-Craft divided, use of the stone
all but ceased. For in altering the giant crystal and tuning it to the
cerylls of every mage in the land, Amarid and Theron had not allowed for
the possibility that the Order might someday be challenged by a rival.
While the mages of Tobyn-Ser were divided by personal resentments and
profound differences over matters of conduct, they were still united by
the stone. And each time the great ceryll was used to call together what
remained of the Order, every free mage and every member of the League
saw his or her ceryll flash as well.
Which meant that whatever it
was that would cause Radomil or Mered to convene the coming Gathering
would have to be grave indeed.
Driven by the thought, Jaryd
glanced at his stone again. Nothing yet. But turning his gaze back to
the path, he spotted something out of the corner of his eye that made
him freeze in the middle of his stride.
He was in an open area, where
the trees had long since been cut and hauled off to Lastri. One of the
few remaining forested sections loomed before him. And just beside the
path, only a few feet in front of this next stand of trees, an enormous
dark bird sat on a scarred stump. Its feathers were rich brown, save for
those on the back of its neck, which shone in the bright sunlight as if
they were made of gold. Its dark eyes regarded Jaryd with an unnatural
intelligence that made the mage shiver. It almost seemed to him that the
bird had been waiting for him; that it had known he would be coming.
He knew, of course, what it meant,
what the gods and this bird expected of him. And he shook his head.
More than anything in the world
he wanted to be bound again. But even this longing had its limits. He
didn't want a familiar this badly.
"I don't want this,"
he said, his voice sounding small.
The great creature stared at
him impassively.
Jaryd turned away. He wanted
to run, to turn his back on this gift from the gods, if such a binding
could even be considered a gift. What would happen if I were to refuse
a binding? he wondered briefly. Would the gods ever favor me with a familiar
again? He shook his head. Probably not. Because in this case, refusing
the binding meant far more than defying the gods. It meant breaking his
oath to serve Tobyn-Ser and its people.
The gods had sent him an eagle.
And though his blood ran cold at what that meant, Jaryd knew that he had
no choice but to accept this binding and all that came with it.
He took a long, steadying breath,
readying himself for the onslaught of images and emotions he knew would
come as soon as he met the eagle's gaze again.
I've been through this before,
he told himself, remembering his binding to Ishalla. I know that I
can do it.
He took another breath and then
faced the great bird once more.
Their eyes met. Jaryd had time
to remark to himself that this was the most magnificent bird he had ever
seen. And then it hit him.
For any ordinary binding, his
experience with his first familiar might have been ample preparation.
But this was an eagle, and, Jaryd realized in that final instant of clarity,
there would be nothing ordinary about their time together. It was his
last rational thought for some time.
Visions and memories suddenly
coursed through him like the flood waters of the Dhaalismin: hunting along
the crest of the Seaside Range; flipping over in mid-flight to ward off
the attack of two smaller hawks; swooping and diving with another, smaller
eagle in what he recognized instinctively as a courtship flight; pouncing
on a rabbit, digging his talons into its soft fur and flesh, killing it
with a quick slash of his razor beak.
He reached for the eagle, feeling
her presence in his mind and remembering that he had done this with Ishalla.
But the bird resisted him, as if she were not ready to accept him yet.
There is more, she seemed to be telling him. It is not yet time.
The images continued to cascade
through him so swiftly that he barely had time to make sense of them.
The next one seemed to begin before the last was done. He saw the eagle's
parents, its siblings, all the creatures it had ever killed, all the rivals
it had ever fought off. He saw its one mate, and he saw that bird die
with a hunter's arrow in its breast. He saw the eagle's entire life pass
before him in a spiraling procession of memory, thought, and emotion.
Yet, dizzying and bewildering as this was, he had expected it. The pattern
was familiar in a way. He had shared his consciousness with a bird before.
And so he resisted the overwhelming urge to fight against this tide of
thought. Instead he allowed the eagle's consciousness to carry him where
it might.
But despite his experience, despite
his attempts to heed the lessons he had learned from his first binding,
what came next shocked him, humbled him, frightened him. Abruptly he wasn't
an eagle anymore. Or rather, he wasn't this eagle anymore.
He was circling above a tall,
powerfully built mage to whom he was bound. And as he watched, two armies
approached each other under a hazy sky. One army flew the flag of ancient
Abborij. The other was led by a phalanx of mages. In the distance, beyond
the warriors, he could see the waters of the Abborij Strait, and he knew
that he was on Tobyn-Ser's Northern Plain, watching the first war with
Abborij. The armies came together amid shouts of death and fear, and almost
immediately the Abboriji army fell back, their weapons shattered by magic.
An instant later, he was bound
to a different mage, this one a woman, tall and hale like the man who
came before her. Her silver hair flew in a stiff, cold wind, and the cerylls
of her fellow mages glittered in the bright winter sun. Again an army
approached across the plain, a larger force this time. It marched under
a flag different from the first, but still recognizable as a banner of
Abborij. And once more the soldiers of Abborij were no match for the mages
of Tobyn-Ser.
A third mage, this one also a
woman. She was young and small of stature, though no less fierce that
her predecessors in her defense of the land. The army approaching her
through a fine grey mist was larger than the first two combined, and the
magic of the mages she commanded took far longer to prevail. But prevail
it did. He saw the people of Tobyn-Ser rejoicing in their victory even
as they wept for the dead. He saw Glenyse hoisted onto the shoulders of
an enormous, bearded man who wielded an ax and bore welts and bloody gashes
on his forehead and arms. This man walked with the mages and held a ceryll,
but he carried no familiar on his shoulder. And in the remote corner of
his mind that was still his own, Jaryd recognized this man as Phelan,
the Wolf-Master, who had lost Kalba, his one familiar, just before the
third Abboriji invasion, and who had vowed never to bind again.
Other images washed over him.
Lifetime after lifetime after lifetime. It almost seemed that he was binding
not to one bird, but to many, each carrying its own memories and those
of the mage it had loved. He saw scenes from the lives of the three Eagle-
Sages who had come before flashing through his mind so swiftly that he
had no time to interpret them, no time even to divine from whose life
they had come. He kept waiting for a pattern to emerge, for the flood
of images to begin again, as it had during his binding to Ishalla. But
there was no ending here; there was nothing to grasp. Yes, he had been
through a binding before. But nothing could have prepared him for this.
He was being carried away by the deluge. He was drowning.
And in that moment, when at last
he saw a familiar image and sensed that a pattern had finally emerged,
that there was an ending after all, he was very nearly too exhausted to
assert his own consciousness again.
Jaryd felt the eagle touch his
mind once more, nudging him as if to awaken him from slumber. This time,
when Jaryd opened himself to her, offering her his memories and emotions
as she had done for him, she accepted. Once more, he saw her flying, hunting,
fighting, but this time his own life was interwoven with hers. The images
of the Abboriji wars did not return, and seeing the images of her life
again, Jaryd understood why. They had not truly been her memories to give.
This was not the same eagle who had bound to Fordel, Decla, and Glenyse,
the three Eagle-Sages. But somehow, this eagle -- his eagle, who now named
herself to him as Rithlar -- carried those memories within her. It was
impossible. The wars had taken place hundreds of years ago. But Jaryd
knew what he had seen.
Rithlar seemed to sense his doubts,
for a moment later he saw the armies again, and the sequence of events
repeated itself in his mind, exactly as it had a short time before. Then
he understood.
"This is how it was given
to you," he said aloud.
His voice appeared to break the
spell woven by their binding. Suddenly he was standing in the clearing
again. It was over. He felt the eagle's presence in his mind and he knew
that they were bound to each other.
Jaryd continued to gaze at the
bird, who still had not moved from her perch beside the road. He felt
awkward in a way. The instant he bound to Ishalla, he loved her as he
had no other person or creature. Even his love for Alayna, powerful as
it was, did not exceed his feelings for his first hawk.
But he knew already that he and
Rithlar would have a different kind of relationship. She was an eagle,
and because she had chosen him, he would be the fourth Eagle-Sage in the
history of the land. The gods had brought them together for one reason:
Tobyn-Ser was destined for war. Soon. Theirs was not to be a binding based
upon love or even friendship, although in time it might come to be characterized
by those things. Theirs was a bond born of necessity and forged by their
devotion to the land. He wondered briefly if it might have been otherwise
had he not at first resisted the binding, but he sensed no resentment
in the bird's thoughts. Only a reserved pride and the same preternatural
intelligence he had seen in her eyes when he first encountered her. Had
it been this way for Glenyse and the others?
Thinking this, he began to tremble.
I am an Eagle-Sage, he told himself. I'm going to lead Tobyn-Ser
into a war. But against whom? There had been no new conflicts with
the outlanders since Orris returned from Lon-Ser over six years ago. Certainly
Abborij posed no threat -- Tobyn-Ser had been at peace with its northern
neighbor for more than four centuries.
"At least now I know why
we have to go to Amarid," he said grimly.
That of all things caused the
great bird to stir. She opened her wings and let out a soft cry. Jaryd
walked to where she was sitting and held out his arm for her. Immediately
she hopped to it, and Jaryd gasped with pain. Not only were her talons
considerably larger than Ishalla's and just as sharp, she also weighed
far more than his first familiar. Her claws stabbed through the skin of
his forearms like daggers. He quickly conveyed to her that she should
move to his shoulder, where his cloak was reinforced with leather. Even
this did not help much, however. The padding on his shoulder was as effective
as parchment against those talons.
"We're going to have to
do something about that," Jaryd said, wincing as he resumed his journey
to Lastri. After only a few steps though, Jaryd realized that he could
not carry Rithlar the way he had Ishalla. The eagle was simply too large
and heavy. Every step he took caused her to grip his shoulder, and he
could feel his shirt and cloak becoming soaked with blood.
I'm sorry, he sent, but
you'll have to fly.
She sent an image of herself
gliding above him as he walked to show that she understood, and Jaryd
braced himself, knowing that when she leaped off his shoulder, her claws
would gouge him again. Instead, however, she hopped down to the ground
and then took off with great, slow, sweeping wing beats. And as Jaryd
started to walk again, entering one of the few remaining wooded sections
of the road, Rithlar soared overhead, just above the tops of the bare
trees.
In flight she appeared even more
enormous than she did when she was sitting. The combined length of her
wings easily exceeded Jaryd's height, and he was by no means a small man.
When the mage stepped back into an open area, she swooped down low and
circled just above him, and he marveled that so great a creature could
move with such grace.
It was not the binding he had
expected or hoped for. In truth the implications of the eagle's appearance
terrified him. But Jaryd could not help but smile as he watched her fly.
It had been so long since he had shared his thoughts with a familiar,
or felt the enhanced awareness of his surroundings that came with being
bound. For the first time in longer than he could remember, he felt like
a mage again.
Chapter 2
Your concern for my safety
is appreciated but unnecessary -- and you can tell Jibb that I'm not yet
ready to resort to employing a bodyguard. This is not to say that the
conflicts between the Order and the League have ceased or that I am any
less a target of the League's enmity. Quite the contrary: the mages of
Tobyn-Ser remain hopelessly divided and I still spend much of my time
looking over my shoulder for would-be attackers.
In a sense though, I am resigned
to this. It strikes me as a fitting punishment for my defiance of the
Order's will. The land has suffered greatly as a result of my actions;
that I should suffer too, seems just. Don't be alarmed: I have no intention
of allowing myself to be killed. My guilt does not run that deep. But
just as the gods appear to have ordained that I shall never bind to an
owl, the League has determined that I shall never know peace. And I am
prepared to accept both decrees.
-- Hawk-Mage Orris to Melyor i Lakin, Sovereign and Bearer of Bragor-Nal,
Winter, God'sYear 4633.
By the time Jaryd and his eagle
reached Lastri it was past midday. Jaryd gathered food as quickly as he
could and then went in search of Narelle, the leader of the town council.
He found her by the piers arguing with an Abboriji sea merchant.
Narelle was a stout woman, with
steel grey hair and overlarge features. She had a deep, powerful voice,
and pale blue eyes that flashed angrily now as she spoke to the merchant.
"If you unload your cargo,
you pay the town docking fees!" she told the man as Jaryd approached.
"If you don't wish to pay the fees, that's fine! You can take your
ship and everything on it somewhere else!"
The man shook his head. "But
as I told you, I have no choice but to unload here. My client--"
"And as I've told you,"
Narelle said, "that is not my concern! If you use Lastri's piers,
you pay Lastri's fees."
She turned away, effectively
ending their discussion, and almost bumped into Jaryd.
"Hawk-Mage!" she said
pleasantly. "How nice to see you!"
Jaryd had to fight to keep from
laughing. He had seen Narelle do this before: she could be unyielding
and hostile one moment, and effusive and charming the next. As far as
he could tell, neither was done for effect; it was just her way.
"It's good to see you as
well, Narelle," Jaryd replied. "Better for me, it would seem,
than for that merchant."
She laughed and waved her hand,
as if she could dismiss the matter of the docking fees with the gesture.
"That was nothing," she said. "I must have the same conversation
five times a day." She started to walk back toward the town square,
indicating to Jaryd that he should follow. "Everyone wants to do
business here, but only on their terms. They don't understand that I have
a town to run. Those new piers didn't just emerge from the sea. We built
them, and it cost us a good deal of gold to do so. But these merchants
don't seem to understand that. As far as they're concerned, we owed them
the piers."
Jaryd smiled, remembering the
first time he saw this town, soon after he and Alayna arrived on the shores
of South Shelter a decade ago. At that time, the entire town had consisted
of one street and two or three storefronts, and the villagers had stowed
their fishing boats on a sandy beach because there were no docks at all.
Commerce had been limited to whatever Lastri's people could get for the
fish they caught and the baskets they wove.
"I know what you're thinking,"
Narelle said, looking at him sidelong. "But even if we weren't sending
timber to Lon-Ser, we still would have needed the docks."
"Actually," Jaryd told
her, "I was just thinking back to my first visit to your town."
"Ah," she said, nodding.
"I think of that now and then, too. There wasn't much to see back
then was there?"
Jaryd forced a smile, but said
nothing, and they continued in silence for several strides.
"You have blood on your
cloak!" Narelle said with alarm, stopping suddenly and pointing to
Jaryd's sleeve. "Are you all right?"
"I'm fine. I have a new
familiar, and she has quite a powerful grip." He glanced up at Rithlar,
who was circling above them.
Following his gaze, Narelle gave
a small gasp. "She's beautiful, Hawk-Mage! I've never seen a hawk
so large!"
He didn't bother to correct her.
No doubt she was familiar enough with the history of Tobyn-Ser to know
what the appearance of an eagle meant, and he didn't wish to frighten
her.
She looked at Jaryd again. "So
how can I help you, Hawk- Mage? You must have come to see me for a reason."
She glanced at the sack of food he has carrying and frowned slightly.
"This is not good," she said. "Whenever I see you with
provisions it means my people will be doing without your services for
some time."
Jaryd laughed. "I'm afraid
you're right. Alayna and I will be leaving for Amarid in the morning.
I'm not certain how long we'll be gone." He thought about saying
more, but again he thought better of it. He and Alayna would not be back
for some time. He was to be Eagle-Sage, which meant that they would be
living in the Great Hall until whatever crisis awaited them had passed.
But he couldn't tell her that either. He looked around at the town, noting
the faded green flags that flew above the doorways of every home and building.
This was an Order town largely because he and Alayna lived nearby. Even
with the anti- Order sentiment fomented by Erland and his allies when
they formed the League, the people of Lastri had remained loyal to the
Order because they knew and trusted the young mages who lived just outside
of town. But Jaryd wondered now whether that loyalty would survive their
departure and the arrival of a new mage in the area.
"Is everything all right,
Hawk-Mage?" Narelle asked. "You look troubled."
"Everything's fine, Narelle,"
he said, his assurances sounding hollow to his own ears. "I just
wanted to let you know that we'd be going."
She frowned again, furrowing
her brow. "Well, do you know why you're needed in Amarid?"
"No," he said, although
he could not keep his gaze from wandering up to Rithlar. "I have
no idea."
He thought he was lying to her.
It was only later, as he walked back through the forest, that he realized
how much truth there had been in his answer. Even knowing the land was
destined for war, he had no sense of why this should be so or who their
enemy would be.
He arrived back home just as
the sun was disappearing behind the Lower Horn on the far side of South
Shelter. Stopping by the front door, he waited for Rithlar to settle to
the ground beside him. He squatted down and stroked the feathers on her
chin.
You are the most glorious
creature I've ever seen, he sent. I don't know why you've come,
or why you chose me, but I'm sorry I refused you at first. And I promise
that no matter what it is that brought you here, we'll face it together.
By way of reply, she nuzzled him gently with her huge hooked bill. In
spite of everything, Jaryd laughed. Perhaps he could love her after all.
He stood, opened the door, and stepped inside, motioning for Rithlar to
follow him.
Three saddle bags sat near the
door in the common room. Two of them had been filled and strapped shut.
The last, obviously intended for the food, was still open and was empty
save for some rope, a few eating utensils, and some of Myn's favorite
play things.
Jaryd heard Alayna and Myn laughing
from one of the back rooms.
"I'm back," he called.
"We're in Myn's room,"
Alayna answered. "What took you so long?"
He looked at Rithlar, who had
been surveying her surroundings with a critical eye. Now she bounded into
the kitchen, hopped onto a chair, and jumped from there onto the table.
"Come out and take a look,"
Jaryd said, following the eagle into the kitchen. "I think I've figured
out why we're going to Amarid."
"How could you have?"
Alayna called back. "Radomil hasn't even figured it out yet."
She appeared in the doorway with Myn behind her. "Our cerylls still
aren't--"
She froze, her eyes widening
as the color drained from her cheeks. "By the gods!" she whispered.
Myn stepped past her and walked
right to the edge of the table, staring at the great bird. Rithlar gazed
back at the child, her head tilted to the side slightly, and they remained
that way for several moments, neither of them looking away.
"What is it, Papa?"
the girl asked.
"It's an eagle, Love. Her
name is Rithlar."
"That's a funny name."
"Actually," Alayna
said quietly before Jaryd could respond, "it's the name of every
eagle that has ever bound to a mage."
Jaryd looked at her sharply.
"Are you sure?"
She nodded.
"I guess I shouldn't be
surprised," he said, facing his familiar again. "She carries
their memories. I saw the Abboriji invasions during our binding."
Alayna pushed her hair back from
her forehead with a rigid hand. "You have to contact Radomil,"
she told him. She looked pale, and her voice sounded tight. "He has
to summon the others."
"I know."
"Did you see Narelle?"
"Yes."
"And had you already been
bound?"
"Yes, but don't worry. Narelle
just thought I'd found a really big hawk."
Alayna gave a small laugh, although
she grew serious again almost immediately. "An eagle, Jaryd,"
she said, shaking her head in disbelief. "Do you know what that means?"
"What does it mean, Mama?"
Alayna glanced quickly at Jaryd
and then looked down at Myn, making herself smile. "Well, Myn-Myn,
it means that . . ." She trailed off, her eyes meeting Jaryd's again.
"It means," Jaryd said,
"that I'm going to be the new leader of the Order, so we'll be living
at the Great Hall for a while."
Myn stared at him in amazement.
"You're going to be Owl- Sage?"
"In a sense, yes,"
Jaryd told her. "But I'll be called Eagle-Sage. And since we'll be
living in Amarid, and we won't be back here for a long time, I want you
to go check your room to see if there's anything else you want to bring
with us. All right?"
"All right, Papa,"
she answered, already running to the back of the house.
"Thanks," Alayna murmured,
staring after her.
"We'll have to tell her
eventually," Jaryd said. "She's going to figure it out when
she sees the way other people react."
Alayna faced him again and nodded.
"I know." She stepped forward and wrapped her arms around him,
resting her head on his shoulder. "Are you scared?"
"Yes, but not as much as
I was this morning."
"At least you've bound again."
She pulled back and gave him
a wry look, which he returned. Again though, her smile faded quickly.
"I don't envy you,"
she said.
"It's not just me,"
he replied. "You're going to be First of the Sage."
She put her head on his shoulder
again. "Wouldn't you rather have Orris?"
He kissed the top of her head.
"Orris's hair isn't as soft as yours"
"How do you know?"
she demanded, feigning jealousy.
Jaryd grinned.
"I think I'll check on Myn,"
Alayna said. "She's probably trying to pack her bed."
Jaryd nodded, taking a long breath.
"I'll contact Radomil."
He stepped outside again with
Rithlar following close behind. It was almost dark. Only the western horizon
was still tinged with yellow and orange, and several stars had already
emerged in the deep indigo overhead. Jaryd's breath hung before him in
clouds of steam, and he shivered slightly in the cold, still air.
He had not attempted to use the
Mage-Craft since Ishalla's death, and faced now with the prospect of attempting
the Ceryll- var, one of the most complicated and draining tasks any mage
could undertake, he felt unsure of himself.
"I haven't done this in
a while," he said to the eagle.
She merely stared at him.
He sat on the ground beside her,
and closing his eyes, reached for the connection they had forged that
morning. He felt her presence instantly, and as he began to send his consciousness
eastward toward Amarid, where Radomil now lived, he felt power flowing
through him like the icy waters of a mountain stream. The sensation was
both familiar and alien, for while Ishalla's power had also run cool and
swift through his body, his first hawk had never been this strong. Within
seconds Jaryd had found Radomil's ivory ceryll in the vast blackness in
which one traveled for the stone merging. He projected his own sapphire
into the Owl-Sage's stone and then waited for Radomil to reach back. The
entire process had been nearly effortless.
Jaryd? Radomil sent.
Yes, Owl-Sage. I'm here.
This is a surprise. I didn't
know you had bound again. Congratulations.
Thank you, Owl-Sage. Jaryd
couldn't help but smile. He had known Radomil since his childhood. The
rotund Owl-Master had once served Leora's Forest in northwestern Tobyn-Ser,
where Jaryd's home village of Accalia was located. And even now, after
the two of them had served in the Order together for a dozen years, Jaryd
still sensed an almost fatherly pride in Radomil's thoughts as the Owl-Sage
congratulated him on his binding.
Have you bound to an owl?
Mered and I have assumed since Alayna's binding that you would.
Jaryd sighed. This was not going
to be easy.
No, Owl-Sage, it wasn't an
owl.
Jaryd sensed Radomil's embarrassment.
I'm sorry, Jaryd. I didn't mean to presume . . .
Please, don't apologize,
Jaryd sent. There was no way to cushion it. I've bound to an eagle,
Owl-Sage. That's why I've contacted you. I thought you should know.
The Sage offered no response
for some time. Indeed, had not Jaryd still felt the Sage's shock and fear,
he might have thought that their connection had been broken.
Arick guard us all, the
Owl-Sage finally sent. Have you told Baden yet?
No. Aside from Alayna, you're
the only one who knows. I assumed you'd want to convene a Gathering to
inform the others and decide what we should do next.
What I want is irrelevant.
You lead the Order now.
Jaryd sensed no bitterness in
Radomil's thoughts; no anger at having his rule ended so abruptly. He
was merely acknowledging what both of them knew to be true.
Would you like me to use the
Summoning Stone, Eagle-Sage?
Eagle-Sage. Jaryd felt his mouth
go dry. He wasn't ready for this.
Jaryd?
Yes, he sent at last.
Yes, I guess I would.
Very well. If you'd like,
Mered and I will remain in the Great Hall until you and Alayna arrive
-- I assume Alayna will be your First.
That will be fine. Thank you,
Radomil. Jaryd felt himself growing light-headed. Perhaps it was the
strain of using the Mage-Craft for the first time in so long. Or perhaps
it was the realization of what he had become. It was hard to tell just
now. But he felt his connection with Radomil growing weaker.
I don't want anyone to know
yet, Radomil, he sent, desperately trying to keep his thoughts coherent.
Only you and the First. And Baden, but I'll tell him myself. I don't
want to cause any panic. If anyone asks, just tell them I've requested
a Gathering.
I understand, Radomil
replied, his thoughts seeming increasingly distant with each moment. Arick
guard you on your journey, Eagle-Sage. And may he bring you to us quickly.
An instant later, Radomil was
gone. Jaryd opened his eyes to a starry sky that appeared to spin like
a child's top. He sensed no fatigue from Rithlar, nor had her power wavered
even for an instant during his exchange with the Owl-Sage. But he was
exhausted from channeling the magic she gave him. And not for the first
time that day, he wondered why the gods had chosen him for this binding.
"There must be others who
are better prepared for this," he said to the darkness. "There
must be others who are stronger and wiser."
Rithlar nuzzled him, again, as
she had earlier in the evening. I've chosen you, she seemed to
be telling him. For better or worse, I've chosen you.
Jaryd stroked her chin, and then
gazed up at the stars again. The dizziness was beginning to pass, and
he could see the constellation of Arick overhead, his hand raised to smite
the land.
"There is a war coming,"
Jaryd whispered, feeling cold and terribly young. "And I am to be
the fist of the gods."
*****
He was a migrant. He always had
been, and he had no doubt that he would remain one for the rest of his
life. The way of the nester had never appealed to him. The very idea of
it made him restless. He had only known two women in his life who, given
the chance, might have convinced him to settle in one place and make a
home. One of them was now the wife of his best friend and the other lived
hundreds of leagues away, on the far side of Arick's Sea, in a land so
alien that even the stars looked different in the night sky.
Every mage in the land knew that
Alayna and Jaryd belonged together. The gods had made that clear by sending
them identical birds for their first bindings. And Orris would never have
begrudged his closest friends their happiness, particularly not after
the birth of their beautiful daughter.
As for Melyor, who now ruled
Bragor-Nal as Lon-Ser's first Gildriite Sovereign, Orris was too wise
a man to pine for her. Notwithstanding the narrow isthmus that joined
their two lands, they lived in utterly different worlds. It didn't matter
that they loved each other. They had their letters and, Orris knew, that
was all they could have, at least for now. And though he would never have
said that the letters were enough, they were something. They were the
only things that even allowed her to be a part of his life here in Tobyn-Ser.
He accepted this as part of the
price he paid for the power the gods had given him, just as he had reconciled
himself to the fact that his endless solitude was a natural outgrowth
of being a migrant mage. No one had forced him to live this way; it had
been his decision. And he had pledged himself to the Order and to the
land long before he had fallen in love with Bragor-Nal's Sovereign. But
though he accepted the choices he had made, he was forced to acknowledge
that he had never expected his travels to become as frenzied and relentless
as they had in the past few years. Even in his youth, when he had wandered
the length and breadth of the land, intent on proving to the older migrants
of the Order that he was hardier than they, he had not covered as much
territory as quickly as he did these days. Because while he had been driven
as a young man by arrogance and misguided zeal, he had never been hunted,
as he was now.
It sometimes seemed to Orris
that there was no place where he could rest. Everywhere he went, the mages
of the League of Amarid found him. Sometimes it took them a few days,
on rare occasions a week. But eventually he would be forced to move on.
The only real peace he had known for the past several years had come during
his visits with Jaryd and Alayna on the shores of South Shelter. There,
either the League mages couldn't find him, or more likely, they were unwilling
to take on Jaryd and Alayna as well. But though his friends had always
welcomed him and had never placed any constraints on the length of his
stays, Orris was unwilling to impose upon them for very long. They had
Myn to take care of, and though the League mages had left him alone during
his visits thus far, he had no guarantee that they wouldn't be bolder
the next time.
So after a short rest, usually
no more than three or four days, he would leave them and resume his journeys,
watchful once more for any sign of attack. He did everything he could
to avoid confrontations. Given the choice between fighting and fleeing,
he invariably chose the latter. Clearly the League mages had found some
way to reconcile their attacks on Orris with their pledge to uphold Amarid's
Laws, but Orris had vowed not to use the Mage-Craft against another mage,
and he intended to do everything he could to honor that vow.
On those occasions when he had
no choice but to fight, he did so defensively, using his power only to
shield himself until he could slip away. He had yet to kill one of his
attackers, despite having been injured several times himself. And though
he would have liked to hunt down the man who had killed Anizir three years
ago, he knew that his adherence to the oath he had taken would not allow
him even that satisfaction.
There was nothing for him to
do but continue his wanderings and, when possible, offer his services
to those who would accept them. Of course, even this was made more difficult
by the existence of the League. Over the past few years he had been in
every region of Tobyn-Ser. He had stopped in literally hundreds of towns
and villages and had seen the blue flags of the League flying in roughly
half of them. Somewhat fewer remained loyal to the Order, and a growing
number wished only to be served by those mages who claimed to have no
ties to either body.
These so-called free mages were
a relatively new phenomenon, but they struck Orris as far more dangerous
than the League. They answered to no one. If a mage of the Order attempted
to use the Mage-Craft to gain wealth or power, or to harm in any way the
people of Tobyn-Ser, he or she would be tried and punished by the rest
of the Order. And though the leadership of the League appeared to be encouraging
or at least tolerating the attacks on Orris, as far as he knew they dealt
with other violations of Amarid's Laws just as the Order did. In practice,
there had been few violations of the First Mage's laws over the course
of the last thousand years, and in the most serious case, the treachery
of Owl-Master Sartol, the Order had been agonizingly slow to act. But
in theory at least, the mages of both the League and the Order were held
accountable for their actions. The free mages, on the other hand, were
subject to no laws of conduct. They took no oath, and they had no procedure
for disciplining renegade mages. Orris shuddered to think of what would
have happened if Sartol had been given the opportunity to be a free mage
rather than a member of the Order.
He had been walking northward
along the eastern edge of Tobyn's Plain, and he paused now, looking west
to watch as the sun, huge and orange, and partially obscured by a thin
line of dark clouds, began to slide below the horizon. Almost immediately,
the wind sweeping across the grasses and farmland turned colder. Orris
shivered within his cloak and started walking again, immediately falling
back into the rhythm that came to him so naturally now. He could see the
God's wood before him, perhaps a league away. It would be dark when he
got there, but the moon was up in the eastern sky, yellow and almost full.
It would light his way once the daylight vanished, and if it failed him,
he could always summon mage-light from his ceryll. He glanced at the stone
and grinned, his thoughts traveling west again to Lon-Ser. Once he had
carried a crystal that shone with an amber light. But seven years ago,
in Bragor-Nal, he and Melyor had used his stone and hers to fool Cedrych,
the Overlord who was responsible for the outlanders' attacks on Tobyn-Ser.
Their ruse worked for only a moment, but that was long enough. In the
battle that followed, they killed Cedrych, sending him toppling from the
window of his opulent quarters to the avenue far below. But Orris's staff
fell with him and the mage's ceryll shattered into thousands of pieces.
After returning to Tobyn-Ser,
Orris traded for a new ceryll with his friend Crob, an Abboriji merchant.
But when Crob placed the new stone in Orris's hand, the light that burst
from the crystal was different from the hue of the mage's first ceryll.
It was a subtle change. Few people other than Orris would have noticed.
And thinking about it afterward, he soon realized that he shouldn't have
been surprised. Since finding his first stone in the caverns of Ceryllon
he had grown wiser, more patient, and more compassionate. But he also
knew from looking at the new ceryll that there was more to it than that.
His ceryll-hue had gone from amber to russet. It almost seemed as if some
of the red from Melyor's stone had found its way into his. Again he smiled.
He still wasn't entirely certain what it meant, but it pleased him.
He continued northward as darkness
spread across the plain and the constellations began to take shape in
the night sky. A town appeared in the distance, ahead of him and slightly
to the west, its small houses glowing warmly with candlelight and hearth
fire, but he didn't alter his course. He had been there before. Its name
was Woodsview, and it was a League town.
Seeing the lights of the village,
Orris felt himself growing tense. His grip tightened on his staff, and
he found himself scanning the horizon continuously, and glancing over
his shoulder periodically to make certain he wasn't being followed. Kryssan,
gliding above him, seemed to sense the change in his mood, and she flew
higher so that she could better survey their surroundings. He looked up
at the white falcon and nodded with grim satisfaction. They weren't likely
to be surprised out here on the plain. Once they reached Tobyn's Wood,
they'd be more vulnerable to an attack, but he and his falcon had been
in hostile areas before. They were more than capable of defending themselves.
At times he grew tired of living
like an Abboriji war general, planning for battle every time he walked
into a new village or crossed unfamiliar terrain. But he was used to this
by now, and considering how many times a little bit of foresight had saved
his life, it seemed a small enough price to pay. Still, he had made the
mistake once of complaining about it to Melyor in one of his letters.
She had replied rather unsympathetically by pointing out that she had
been living this way since the age of fifteen, when she had become a break-law.
"Such is the nature of life in Bragor-Nal," she had reminded
him. "If you can live that way in Tobyn-Ser, perhaps you are ready
to return to Lon-Ser and be with me." He had not complained about
it again, nor had she raised again the prospect of him joining her in
Bragor-Nal.
Skirting Woodsview, Orris and
Kryssan soon reached the edge of the God's wood. The gentle radiance of
the moon had been enough to light their way as they covered the last league
of the plain, but as they stepped into the brooding shadows of Tobyn's
Wood, Orris was forced to draw more light from his ceryll. He did so reluctantly,
knowing that it announced their presence to anyone within sight of the
wood. Their only other choice, however, was to spend the night on the
plain, where the chill air would have required that he start a fire. At
least the wood offered shelter from the wind and the opportunity for an
inconspicuous retreat.
They walked some distance into
the forest, only stopping when Orris could no longer see any sign of Woodsview.
Even then, Orris took the added precaution of finding a small hollow in
which to make camp and build his fire. Kryssan flew to a high branch that
afforded her a view of the hollow and the surrounding forest, and she
began to preen. Orris gathered a pile of wood, started his fire, and sat
back against the trunk of an enormous oak to eat some of the smoked meat
and dried fruit that he carried in pouches within the folds of his cloak.
He had eaten well earlier in
the day on a large grouse killed for him by his falcon, and he ate only
a few bites of meat and fruit before putting the food away. He briefly
considered working on his current letter to Melyor, but tired as he was,
he decided against it. Instead, he lay his staff across his legs where
he could reach it easily, and settled back against the tree again with
his eyes closed. When he was younger, he would have found it impossible
to sleep this way. But as in so many other ways, the exigencies of his
life had demanded that he adjust.
He was certain that he had fallen
asleep quickly, because the next thing he knew, Kryssan was waking him
silently, sending him the image of an approaching mage. Orris sensed an
eager tension in the falcon's thoughts, but no panic. The mage often wondered
if she actually enjoyed these encounters.
He closed his eyes again and,
reaching for the falcon with his mind, looked upon the approaching mage
a second time. It was a man, bearded and slight, with youthful features.
He carried a sea-green ceryll and was accompanied by a small grey woodland
hawk. Orris didn't recognize him, but he knew from the stranger's blue
cloak that he was a League mage, and therefore an enemy. He could also
tell from the way the mage carried himself -- his staff held out before
him, his body in a fighter's crouch, his steps light and careful -- that
he was ready to fight. He knew Orris was there.
Opening his eyes once more, Orris
glanced quickly toward the fire. It had burned down to little more than
a bed of glowing orange coals that crackled and settled loudly in the
stillness shaped by Tobyn's Wood. Still, in the darkness, Orris could
see that the embers offered a would-be attacker ample light. And the thin
line of pale grey smoke that rose from the fire and drifted, as it happened,
back toward the plain and Woodsview, could easily serve as a beacon to
someone tracking him from that direction.
Cursing his own stupidity, Orris
considered smothering the remnants of his fire, but in that moment he
heard the footfalls of the stranger. The man was close; Orris didn't even
have time to flee. Kryssan dropped silently to the ground beside him and
the mage did the only thing he could. He crawled silently into the shadows
on the far side of the small clearing and waited for the League mage to
come into view.
He took position behind a jagged
stump among tangles of bare vines and brush. He could already see the
sea-green glow of the man's ceryll seeping into the darkness around him
like a slow summer tide advancing on the dark sands of the Upper Horn.
He held his breath, remaining perfectly still. He again reached for Kryssan
with his mind, readying her for what he intended to do, and felt once
more the eagerness for battle that he had sensed when she awakened him.
Do you hate them so? he
asked her, chiding her slightly with his tone.
She nuzzled him gently in response
and Orris allowed himself a momentary smile.
Then he saw the young stranger
who wished to kill him, and his mood grew dark. The man's bird was perched
on his shoulder, and for just an instant Orris thought of avenging Anizir.
It would have been so easy.
"I have sworn an oath,"
he reminded himself.
It was only when the man froze,
looking frantically in his direction that Orris realized he had spoken
aloud. Before his would-be attacker could do anything, Orris uncovered
his ceryll for just a second and sent a beam of rust-colored fire hissing
past the stranger's head. The man dove for cover, and his grey hawk darted
up into a nearby tree, crying out repeatedly. An instant later the mage
sent his own mage-fire back in Orris's direction, although his volley
did not come very close to where Orris was hiding.
Orris grinned in the darkness.
The stranger was new to battle.
"Have you come to die, Mage?"
Orris called out.
Another stream of sea-green fire
crashed into a nearby tree trunk, closer this time. Orris crouched a bit
lower.
"I can see your little hawk,
Mage," Orris goaded. "Shall I kill her now?"
No mage-fire this time, but the
woodland hawk did hop higher into her tree, positioning herself on the
far side of its trunk, which was just what Orris had been hoping for.
As long as she was hiding, she couldn't offer her mage any information
on Orris's position.
"Come now, friend,"
Orris called. "Surely you don't wish to die here, far from your home
and--"
Two more beams of fire sliced
through the darkness, one of them actually striking the tree stump that
Orris was using for shelter. Orris retreated a bit farther into the brush.
Perhaps the stranger wasn't as callow as he had seemed at first.
"I'm not afraid of dying!"
the man threw back at him, contempt in his young voice. "At least
not in a battle with you. Word of your cowardice has spread through the
land, Mageling! And if your first attempt on my life in any indication,
I have nothing to fear from you!"
I was trying to miss, you
idiot! Orris wanted to shout back. Instead, he took a steadying breath.
This was a tactic the League mages had used repeatedly in their recent
encounters with him. They could not keep him from fleeing, and they had
trouble tracking him when he did, so they had taken to trying to provoke
him into staying and fighting.
"If I had wanted to kill
you with my first volley, you'd be dead," Orris said evenly.
The stranger fired again, hitting
the stump a second time and igniting a small fire. "Well, here I
am, traitor!" he answered. "Why don't you kill me now?"
Orris shook his head, though
the man couldn't see him. "I'm not in the habit of killing children."
He regretted his choice of words the instant he spoke.
"No!" the man cried
out, pouncing like a wild cat. "You're too much of a coward even
for that! Instead you give aid to those who kill children! You take them
from their prison cells and return them to the comfort of their homes!"
Orris closed his eyes and gritted
his teeth. How much abuse could the gods ask him to endure? How much longer
could he be expected to honor his oath? Yes, he had taken Baram from his
prison cell and returned him to Lon-Ser. He would even admit that by doing
so he had contravened the will of the Order, although there had been no
formal vote on the matter. But he had done so to save the land, not to
betray it. And Baram had died in Bragor-Nal. Orris could still see the
outlander's smile as he released his hold on the window ledge outside
Cedrych's office and began to fall to the pavement far below. The outlander
was dead. Wasn't that what they had all wanted in the first place?
Yet another shaft of green power
flew from the man's ceryll, this one soaring just past Orris's head. Glancing
up, Orris saw that the small grey hawk was in the open again and no doubt
could see just where he and Kryssan were hiding. Uncovering his own stone
again, Orris sent two small bursts of fire at the branches above and below
the bird.
The creature leaped into the
air, screaming again, and began to circle far above the treetops, her
plaintive cries sounding small and distant.
The stranger fired again, but
his volleys passed harmlessly over Orris's head.
"You'll attack my bird,
but you're afraid of me, eh traitor?"
He had suffered the League's
attacks and insults for several years now, repeatedly resisting the urge
to lash out with the violence that had once been so much a part of him.
And yet it was this last comment that finally broke his resolve. He could
accept what they had done to him. He could accept that they wanted him
dead. But they had killed Anizir. And now this man had the gall to accuse
Orris of cowardice because he had thrown two balls of mage-fire in the
direction of the stranger's bird, intending to miss with both. This was
too much.
Orris stood, beckoning Kryssan
to his shoulder with a thought. Immediately the League mage sent a beam
of fire at him, but Orris shielded himself with a wall of russet power
and began advancing on the man. The young mage fired a second time, his
eyes widening and his mouth hanging open with fear and disbelief. Again,
Orris blocked the attack with little effort. The stranger was new to his
power and not terribly strong. Orris, on the other hand, had been battling
mages for a long time now. He grinned and continued to stride toward his
attacker.
The man scrambled to his feet
to flee, whistling for his bird as he broke into a run.
Get him! Orris commanded.
Kryssan flew from Orris's shoulder,
overtaking the mage in a few seconds and knocking him off balance with
a blow to the back. Orris's bird then circled back and ignoring the cries
of the smaller woodland hawk, dove at the mage's head. The man cried out
and stopped to shield himself from Kryssan's assault. When Orris caught
up with him, he was still guarding his face and head with both arms.
Seeing Orris approach, the mage
tried to get off one last volley of mage-fire. Before he could, though,
Orris smashed his own staff into the man's shoulder, sending the young
mage sprawling to the ground, and his staff hurling end over end into
the forest. Orris dropped his staff and lunged for the man, picking him
up by the collar of his blue robe and knocking him back to the ground
with a fist to the jaw.
Then he retrieved his staff and
leveled it at the prone man, making the rust-colored ceryll blaze menacingly.
"I--I thought you took an
oath!" the League mage said, staring fearfully at the glowing stone.
A small line of blood trickled from his mouth, mingling with his beard.
"My oath didn't include
putting up with the likes of you!" Orris growled in reply.
The man's hawk called out in
alarm, and Kryssan responded with a fierce hiss that silenced the smaller
bird.
"They all said you wouldn't
fight! You never fight!"
"And that gives you license
to attack me?" Orris demanded, his voice rising. "To try to
kill me? That gives you the right to call me a traitor and a coward?"
"No, Mage!" the man
said, despite his obvious fright. "You earned those names a long
time ago!"
Orris exhaled angrily and thrust
his ceryll closer to the man's face. The mage flinched and closed his
eyes for a moment. But then he opened them again and met Orris's glare.
"You have some courage,"
Orris said grudgingly. "When you tell the story of this night to
your children, you can say it was that, as much as anything, that saved
your life."
He started to turn away, but
the League mage spit on the ground at Orris's feet.
"You weren't going to kill
me," the man said, sneering at him. "You haven't the nerve."
Orris almost did kill him then.
He spun back toward the man, laying his ceryll against the side of the
mage's throat and baring his teeth in a venomous grin. But in that very
instant, even as he reached for Kryssan with his mind to draw the killing
power from their bond, he saw something that stopped him cold.
His ceryll had begun to pulse
like a heart. For a single dizzying moment he thought that it was a sign
from Amarid himself that he should reconsider and spare the man's life.
But then he understood. Someone had awakened the Summoning Stone.
The League mage was staring at
Orris's ceryll in amazement. "What does it mean?" he asked,
his voice barely more than a whisper.
"You don't know?"
"I'm new to the League,"
the mage admitted. "I've never seen this before."
Orris gave a small laugh and
shook his head, turning away once again. "Go home and ask your masters,"
he told the man. "They can tell you what it means. I promise you,
it's all they'll be talking about."
He started to walk away, but
he stopped himself and returned to where the man still sat on the ground.
"Tell your masters this
as well: you are the last."
The mage narrowed his eyes. "The
last what?"
"The last survivor. The
next mage they send against me I'll kill. I swear it in Amarid's name."
The man opened his mouth to fling
back a retort, but Orris stopped him with a raised finger and a look of
steel in his eyes.
"Not a word! I've chosen
you to be my messenger, but your corpse can make my point just as effectively."
The mage stared at him for some
time saying nothing. Finally, the man nodded once. Orris turned and walked
away, leaving him there on the forest floor.
Kryssan flew to Orris's shoulder,
but she continued to glance back at the League mage and his hawk for some
time as Orris made his way northward through the wood.
Don't worry, he sent soothingly.
He won't be following us. We may yet have other attacks to deal with,
but not from that child, not tonight.
He glanced at his stone. It was
blinking steadily now, a general summons. Something important had happened.
With the thought, an image of Jaryd and Alayna entered his mind. And Myn,
of course. He smiled. At least he'd be seeing the three of them soon.
Regardless of what crisis the Order might face now, he would look forward
to that.
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