Chapter 1
City of Kings, Eibithar, Adriel's
Moon waxing
The touch
of his mind on hers was as gentle as the Weaver's had been brutal,
as tender and loving as the Weaver's had been vengeful and cruel.
She sensed in that touch his passion, his longing to be with her,
his hope that he could shield her from the pain that seemed to
have enveloped all the land. And she wanted nothing more than
to hold him in her arms -- really to hold him, beyond this haven
he had created so that he might speak with her as she slept --
to show him that she yearned for him, too.
Theirs was
the must unlikely of loves, having overcome deception, betrayal,
and her devotion to the Weaver's conspiracy. But feeling the
caress of his thoughts, Cresenne could not question the power
of what they shared.
"Tell
me about Bryntelle," Grinsa whispered, still holding her
close amid the sun-warmed grasses of the plain he had conjured
for this dream.
How could
she not smile at the mention of their daughter? The girl had
been the lone spar of light in a darkness that had consumed her
days and nights over the past several turns.
"Bryntelle’s
fine. She's been up much of the day, crying, but I think that's
because she's getting her first tooth."
He pulled
away slightly, looking down at her, his face lit by a dazzling
smile. "A tooth? Really?"
Cresenne
nodded. "It's not much right now -- just a little bump on
her gums. But one of the healers tells me that once it appears
it'll grow in very quickly."
Grinsa was
still smiling, but there was a pained look in his eyes. "I
wish I could be there to see it."
"Soon,"
she said, looking down, her chest tight. She sensed that he wanted
to kiss her, and she kept her face turned away from his. "Has
the fighting begun?"
"Yes,
we fought our first skirmish this morning."
At that she
did look up. "Are you all right?"
"Yes,
fine."
"And
Keziah?"
"She
is, too. As are Kearney and Tavis."
"Good."
She nodded again, shivering as if the warm breeze had grown icy
and harsh. "That's good." She hesitated. Then, "Have
you seen the Weaver yet?" Her stomach turned to stone as she
spoke the words, but she tried to keep her voice even.
Grinsa shook
his head. "Not yet. I expect he wants the war to begin in
earnest before he reaches the Moorlands. The more damage the Eandi
do to each other, the easier his task when the time comes."
She felt
certain that he was right. While Grinsa and the Weaver had little
in common beyond their powers and their formidable appearance, Grinsa
had come to understand the conspiracy's leader quite well. Only
a year before, he had been but a gleaner in Eibithar's Revel, concealing
the true extent of his powers and spending his days and his magic
showing others glimpses of their futures. Now he was an adviser
to kings and nobles, though still they called him gleaner. Cresenne
of all people, having been one of the Weaver's most trusted servants
-- a chancellor in his movement -- knew how strong the enemy was,
and so how great the land's need. If anyone could destroy the Weaver
and his movement, her beloved could. So why did she find it so
difficult to take comfort in Grinsa's arms, to believe that he could
prevail in this war that loomed before them, as black and menacing
as some seaborne storm summoned by Amon himself?
For a long
time, neither of them spoke. Cresenne sensed that Grinsa was gathering
himself to end the dream. She could feel his despair at the distance
between them, how he begrudged every day they spent apart. No,
there could be no doubting the power of their love.
All of which
made what the Weaver had done to her that much more galling.
"I should
return to the front lines," he said, grimacing. "Who
knows when the empire's men will attack again?"
"I understand."
"You'll
kiss Bryntelle for me?"
Again she
smiled. "Of course."
Grinsa pulled
her close again, kissing her deeply. Cresenne returned the kiss
with as much passion as she could muster, not wanting him to sense
how she suffered for it.
At last he
released her, a frown on his handsome face.
"What's
the matter?" he asked.
"It's
nothing."
"Cresenne--"
"Please,
Grinsa," she said, closing her eyes, wishing she could just
sleep. "I just. . . It's going to take some time for me to.
. . to heal."
"I want
to help."
"You
can't. No one can," she added, seeing how this hurt him.
"Just make certain that you win. Killing the Weaver will do
more to help me than you can know. Destroy him for me, and I'll
see to the rest."
He just gazed
at her, looking so sad. "I'll do what I can."
That's not
enough! she wanted to say. You can't fail at this! He'll
kill me! He'll kill Bryntelle! But he knew all of this. As
much as she wanted Dusaan jal Kania dead, Grinsa wanted it more.
"I know
you will."
He brushed
a strand of hair from her brow with the back of his hand. And even
this gesture, done with such care and tenderness, was nearly enough
to make her shudder with the memory of the Weaver's brutality.
"I love
you, Grinsa."
"And
I love you, more than you know."
She awoke
to the sound of swifts chattering as they soared past the narrow
window of her chamber. Bryntelle still slept in her cradle, her
arms stretched over her head, her mouth making suckling movements.
Cresenne sat up, taking a long breath and running both hands through
her hair. Grinsa deserved better from her. He carried the burdens
of every man and woman of the Forelands on his shoulders, and all
she could think to do was tell him what he already knew: that in
order to be whole again she needed for him to destroy the Weaver.
Her wounds
had healed, and in recent days she had finally begun to eat again,
slowly regaining her strength after the poisoning that almost killed
her. But the Weaver had left her with other scars that remained
beyond a healer's touch. True, she had managed to fight Dusaan
off and then to end that horrific dream before he could take her
life, but the memory of rape clung to her bed, her hair, her body
-- the stench of his breath, hot and damp against her neck. She
could still feel him driving himself into her again and again, tearing
her flesh, his weight bearing down on her until she wondered if
she could even draw breath. She could hear him calling her "whore."
It had only been a dream, she tried to tell herself, an illusion
he had conjured by using her own magic against her. But did that
lessen the humiliation or deepen it? It had been a violation in
so many ways and on so many levels. Did his invasion of her mind
make what he seemed to have done to her body any less real?
She feared
that she might never again be able to bear Grinsa's touch. The
Weaver had poisoned all of her dreams, even those in which her love
spoke to her. Grinsa's merest kiss when he walked in her sleep,
his most gentle caress, made her feel once more the savagery of
Dusaan's assault. Cresenne wanted desperately to believe that it
was the dreams that did this, that once she and Grinsa were together
again, and he could hold her in his arms without touching her mind,
everything would be all right. But she had no way of knowing this
for certain, and doubt lay heavy on her heart.
Grinsa would
have told her to sleep more. The sun would be up for several hours
yet, and since she still didn't dare sleep at night, for fear of
another attack from the Weaver, she wouldn't have another opportunity
to rest for quite some time. But she was awake now, and she knew
herself well enough to know that she could lie on her bed from now
until dusk, and she wouldn't get back to sleep. Instead, she stared
out the window and waited for Bryntelle to wake, knowing that the
baby would be hungry when she did.
She didn't
have long to wait. After nursing Bryntelle and changing her wet
swaddling, Cresenne took her daughter in her arms and left their
small chamber to wander the grounds of Audun's Castle. It was a
rare treat for them to be out of doors during the daylight hours;
Cresenne savored the warm touch of the sun on her skin, and the
mild breeze that stirred her hair. Bryntelle seemed to enjoy the
day as well. She squinted up at the sun repeatedly and squealed
happily at the sight of clove-pink and irises blooming brightly
in the gardens.
One of the
advantages of wandering the castle at night was that Cresenne rarely
found herself in the company of others. She had no desire to make
conversation with ladies in the queen's court, and she dreaded being
recognized as the "Qirsi traitor." Nurle, the young healer
who saw her through the poisoning, occasionally joined her after
tending to patients during the course of the night, but mostly she
and Bryntelle kept to themselves. On this day, however, there were
several people walking the castle grounds, and though Cresenne was
loath to return to her chamber, she dreaded the thought of being
among other people, particularly since everyone she saw was Eandi.
Hesitating,
yet eager to find some way to enjoy this day without having to endure
the stares of all these people, Cresenne ducked into a small courtyard
off one of the main paths that meandered through the garden.
She knew
immediately that she had erred. Cresenne had only seen Leilia of
Glyndwr, Eibithar's queen, once before, but she recognized the woman
immediately. The queen was seated on a small marble bench in the
middle of the courtyard. Sunlight angled across her face, making
her skin look pale and thick. Her black hair was tied up in a tight
bun and the dress she wore appeared so tight around the bust that
Cresenne found it hard to imagine that she could be comfortable.
Several of
the queen's ladies stood around her, chatting amiably, and four
guards stood at attention nearby.
Cresennne
had every intention of leaving the courtyard, but at that moment
Bryntelle let out a small cry, drawing the stares of every person
there. The guards turned toward her, glowering, and the ladies
regarded her with frowns and pursed lips.
"Forgive
me," she muttered, not entirely certain that they could even
hear her. "I didn’t know there was anyone here." She
curtsied quickly and started to leave.
"You
there! Wait a moment!"
Cresenne
turned back to them. Leilia was eyeing her with obvious interest,
though there was no warmth in her expression.
"Yes,
Your Highness," Cresenne said, curtsying again.
For a moment
she wondered if the queen expected her to approach, but then Leilia
stood, and as the guards rushed to her side the queen began to walk
toward her. Leilia paused, regarded them with obvious disdain,
and waved a hand, seeming to dismiss them. One of the men said
something to her in a low voice, but she merely glared at him until
he bowed and backed away. Then she started toward Cresenne again.
Bryntelle
had begun to make a good deal of noise -- she wasn't crying, fortunately,
nor did she seem particularly unhappy. But she certainly was being
loud. Leilia glanced at the babe as she drew near, but only for
a moment. Mostly, she kept her dark eyes fixed on Cresenne.
"They
tell me that you're the renegade," the queen said, stopping
just in front of Cresenne, and gesturing vaguely at the soldiers
behind her. "The one who had Brienne killed. Is this true?"
Cresenne
stared at the ground before her, her cheeks burning. A thousand
replies sprang to her lips, any one of which would have earned her
a summary hanging. In the end, she merely muttered, "Yes,
Your Highness."
"They
also warn me that you might make an attempt on my life. Is that
your intent?"
"No,
Your Highness."
"Good.
Walk with me."
Leilia stepped
out of the courtyard, and turned toward the north corner of the
gardens, leaving Cresenne little choice but to follow. Emerging
from the courtyard, she found Leilia waiting for her a few strides
away, an arch look on her face.
"Well?"
the queen said. "Aren’t you coming?"
"Yes,
of course, Your Highness. Forgive me."
But even
after Cresenne reached her, the queen didn't resume her walking,
at least not immediately. Instead, she regarded Cresenne's face
critically, as if examining a new piece of art. It took Cresenne
but a second to realize that Leilia was staring at her scars. She
had to resist an urge to stomp off.
"You've
healed well."
"Thank
you, Your Highness."
"I can
see why some think you pretty."
"Do
they, Your Highness?"
Leilia began
to walk again, sniffing loudly. "Come now, my dear. Let's
not be coy. I'm certain that you've had no shortage of men in your
life. Certainly, Eandi men seem fascinated by your kind."
Something
in the way the queen said this caught her ear. As she hurried to
keep up with the woman, Cresenne remembered that during her many
conversations with Keziah ja Dafydd, Eibithar's archminister, she
had found herself speculating about Keziah's relationships with
both Grinsa and Kearney, the king. On several occasions she had
wondered if one of the men might have been Keziah's lover. The
same thought came to her now. Leilia sounded very much the wounded
wife, though clearly she had no cause to be jealous of Cresenne.
"Silenced
you, have I?" the queen said, glancing at her sidelong.
"Have
I given offense in some way, Your Highness? Is that why you wished
to speak with me?"
That, of
all things, brought a smile to Leilia's lips, though it was fleeting.
"No. You haven't given offense. I've been . . . curious about
you."
"I see."
"Do
you?"
"I've
been a curiosity since I arrived here, Your Highness."
"Yes,
I sure you have. Is that why you spend your days in your chamber
and your nights wandering the castle corridors?"
She thought
the queen a strange women. Her directness was both disconcerting
and refreshing, and while Cresenne thought it best to keep her replies
circumspect, she sensed that Leilia would not have taken offense
had she chosen to be more candid.
"Actually,
Your Highness, I sleep during the day to avoid the Weaver who attacks
me in my dreams."
"I'd
heard that, but I wondered if there were other reasons as well."
Cresenne
said nothing.
"The
child doesn't seem to mind?"
"She's
hardly known any other way to live."
Leilia nodded,
and they walked in silence for several moments, Cresenne gazing
at a bed of brilliant ruby peonies.
"Tell
me of the child's father," the queen said abruptly.
Cresenne
made herself smile, sensing that their conversation had taken a
perilous turn. "Her father, Your Highness?"
"Yes.
This tall Qirsi who's been the subject of so much talk throughout
the castle."
"I didn't
know that people were speaking of him."
"Shouldn't
they? He's little more than a Revel gleaner, yet he was Tavis of
Curgh's lone confidant over the last year, and my husband thinks
highly enough of him to include him in councils of war. Doesn't
that strike you as odd?"
"Grinsa
is a wise man, Your Highness, as I'm sure Lord Tavis will attest.
I've no doubt that he'll serve the king well."
"I'm
not questioning his worth, my dear. I'm merely asking you to tell
me more about him. And I sense your reluctance."
"I'm
not--"
"Don't
dissemble with me." Leilia glanced at her again, as if gauging
Cresennne's reaction. "Is he a traitor? Is that it? Have
you both contrived this elaborate farce to gain Kearney's trust?"
"No,
Your Highness! I swear it! Grinsa's no traitor!"
Again, the
queen smiled. "I believe you. You love him very much."
Cresenne
nodded, afraid to speak. She had come close to losing him so many
times, all of them her own fault. She had betrayed him, sent assassins
for him, and nearly driven him away with her stubborn, foolish devotion
to the Weaver and his movement. And she knew that she might lose
him still. Or he her. Who could say whether he would survive the
fighting between the Eandi armies, much less his inevitable encounter
with Dusaan? Who knew how many more of the Weaver's servants had
been sent to kill her?
"You
fear for him."
"I fear
for all of us, Your Highness. I've seen how wicked this Weaver
is, though I was blind to it for too long."
"Kearney
will find a way to prevail." The corners of her mouth twitched.
"He always does." When Cresenne didn't respond, the queen
looked at her again. "War is hardest on the women, you know.
It's always been so, though men will deny it. Remaining behind,
awaiting the outcome, fearing that the next messenger will bear
word that your husband or lover or brother has fallen." She
gazed up at the sky, as if to judge the time. "I envy the
women of Sanbira, who fight their own battles alongside the men.
Their way strikes me as being far more just."
"Yes,
Your Highness."
"You're
humoring me." She wore a smirk on her fleshy face.
"No,
Your Highness! I was just--"
"It's
all right, my dear. I suppose I deserve it. I find it easy to
complain here, safe behind Audun's walls. But given the opportunity
to ride to war, I'm not at all certain that I would." She
frowned. "Does that make me a coward?"
"I believe
it makes you honest, Your Highness."
Leilia laughed.
"Well said, my dear! I'll take that as a compliment!"
Bryntelle
started at the sound of the queen's laughter, but then let out a
squeal and offered a grin of her own.
"What’s
the child's name?"
"Her
name is Bryntelle, Your Highness."
"Bryntelle.
That's lovely." She regarded the baby for a time, looking
as if she wished to hold her. But the queen never asked, and Cresenne
thought it presumptuous to offer.
"Is
she the reason you did it?" the Queen finally asked, meeting
Cresenne's gaze.
"Your
Highness?"
"Is
she reason you turned away from the conspiracy?"
Cresenne
didn't want to talk about this, not with Grinsa, or Keziah, or the
king, and certainly not with this odd woman standing before her.
But how did one refuse a queen?
The truth
was, everything she had done, both on behalf of the Weaver and to
thwart him, she had believed she was doing for this child, or at
the very least, for the promise of her. She joined the movement
to create a better world, not only for herself, but also for the
child she knew she would someday bear. After Bryntelle's birth,
Grinsa threatened to take the child from her in order to compel
Cresenne to confess her crimes to Kearney. He knew as well as did
Cresenne, that she would do anything to keep her child. And in
the days since, she had come to see that the future once promised
to her by the Weaver -- a future in which Qirsi ruled the Forelands
through torture and murder and deception -- was not the one she
wanted for her daughter. More than anything, she wished to see
Dusaan's movement defeated, and she had resolved long ago that she
would not allow herself to be killed, not merely because she wished
to live, not merely because by surviving she defied the Weaver,
but because she would not allow her child to grow up without a mother's
love. Bryntelle had been the most powerful force in her life for
as long as she could remember, going back far beyond the consummation
of her love affair with Grinsa.
"Yes,
Your Highness, I did it for Bryntelle, at first because I feared
having her taken from me, and more recently because I've come to
realize that I don't want the Weaver's tyranny to be my legacy to
her and her children."
"That's
more of an answer than I expected."
Cresenne
looked down at Bryntelle, whose pale yellow eyes shone in the late
day sun like torch fire. "It's merely the truth."
"I've
never had much use for your kind, and I never thought I'd go looking
to a Qirsi for any kind of truth. But you impress me."
Cresenne
couldn't help the small noise that escaped her.
"You
find that amusing?"
She knew
that she should just deny it and end their conversation, but she
had been honest up to this point, and pride would not allow her
to be anything less now.
"Not
amusing, Your Highness. But I have to wonder if you truly think
I should be flattered by what you just said."
Leilia's
face shaded to scarlet and Cresenne felt certain that she had pushed
the queen too far. The woman surprised her, though.
"No,"
the queen said, the smirk returning. "I don't suppose I do.
You'll have to forgive me. My past . . . encounters with Qirsi
women have been rather unpleasant."
Now she was
certain about Keziah and the king, although she knew better than
to reveal as much to the queen.
"There's
nothing to forgive, Your Highness. Our peoples have struggled with
such misunderstandings for centuries. Perhaps if more of us simply
spoke our minds, we'd find a way past these conflicts."
"Perhaps."
A faint smile touched her lips and was gone. "I should return
to my ladies before they send the guards out to search for us."
"Yes,
Your Highness. Shall I accompany you back to them?"
Leilia waved
the suggestion away. "No need, my dear. I daresay I know
the way." She started to turn, then paused, eyeing Cresenne
once more. "Is there anything you need?"
"Anything
I need?" she repeated, knowing how foolish she sounded.
"Yes.
Are you comfortable? Are you and your child getting enough food,
enough blankets? Would you feel better with more guards outside
your door?"
On more than
one occasion in the past several turns, Cresenne had been surprised
by the kindnesses shown to her by Eandi men and women, be they wandering
merchants in the Glyndwr Highlands or lords and sovereigns in the
noble courts. But nothing that any of them had done surprised her
more than this question from Eibithar's peculiar queen.
"Thank
you, Your Highness. We're just fine."
"Very
well. If you think of anything, you only need ask."
"Again,
Your Highness, my thanks."
Cresenne
curtsied once more, then straightened and watched the queen walk
away. Only when Leilia had disappeared into the small courtyard
did Cresenne leave the gardens and make her way to the castle kitchen.
It would soon be dark, and the kitchenmaster had made it clear to
her long ago that she was to be out of his way before it came time
to feed the queen and the ladies of her court.
Besides,
after dusk the courtyards and corridors emptied, leaving Cresenne
and her daughter free to wander in solitude. It was her favorite
part of the day.
Chapter 2
Dantrielle, Aneira
Not long
ago -- only a few days by his reckoning, though it was hard to keep
track in this prison cell -- Pronjed jal Drenthe had been archminister
of Aneira, the most powerful Qirsi in all the realm. Now, with
the failure of Numar of Renbrere's siege at Castle Dantrielle and
the collapse of the Solkaran Supremacy, which Pronjed had served,
he was but a prisoner of Dantrielle's duke, his ministerial robes
tattered and soiled, his hair matted, his skin itching with vermin
and sweat. For another man, this might have been a humiliation,
cause to despair in his dark, lonely chamber. But not for Pronjed.
He was a powerful sorcerer, a man with resources beyond the imaginings
of the foolish Eandi who guarded him day and night. He possessed
shaping power with which to shatter the iron door to his cell.
He wielded mind-bending magic with which he could turn Dantrielle's
guards to his purposes. He could raise mists and winds, which would
allow him to elude his captors once he was free of the tower. Even
the silk bonds holding his wrists and ankles wouldn't be enough
to stop him, though they presented something of a challenge. He
had been planning his escape almost since the moment of his capture.
He knew just how he would win his freedom. Despite what the Eandi
might have thought, this prison of theirs couldn't hold him.
And yet here
he remained. Pronjed had thought to escape several nights before,
in the tumult just after the breaking of Numar's siege, when Tebeo,
duke of Dantrielle was still occupied with removing dead soldiers
from the wards of his castle and determining, with the aid of his
allies, how best to proceed now that the Supremacy had been toppled.
But somehow
one of his own people, Evanthya ja Yispar, Dantrielle's first minister,
had divined his mind. Not only did she know of his intent to escape;
she had guessed as well that he planned to head north from Dantrielle
to meet the Weaver in Eibithar, on the battle plain near Galdasten.
She claimed that she would do nothing to hinder him, that all she
wanted was to follow, so that she might find her lover, Fetnalla
ja Prandt, Orvinti's first minister, who had betrayed and killed
her duke. But Pronjed had been so badly shaken by their conversation
that he now found himself afraid to make the attempt. He had sensed
no deception on Evanthya's part -- it truly seemed she wished only
to find her love. But what if he were mistaken? What if he allowed
himself to be followed, only to find that the minister had found
some way to thwart the Weaver's plans? He thought this unlikely,
but he would have been a fool to dismiss the idea entirely.
The Weaver
expected him to join the Qirsi army; Pronjed desired this, as well.
He expected his service to the movement to be rewarded with power
and wealth. The Weaver had often spoken to him of creating a new
class of Qirsi nobility, and the archminister had every intention
of claiming his place among them. The previous night he had resolved
at last to escape his chamber, notwithstanding the risk of being
followed by the first minister. Although still unwilling to trust
that she meant no harm to the movement, he was confident he could
kill her should the need arise.
And yet,
even after the midnight bells tolled in the city he couldn't bring
himself to try. Fear held him in the chamber; fear as unyielding
as that iron door, as immune to his power as the silk bonds. How
had Evanthya known so much about him and his intentions? She was
but one woman -- what danger could she pose to a movement as vast
as theirs? Though blessed with a keen mind and more courage than
he would have expected from one with such a slight frame and reserved
manner, she would have been no match for Pronjed in a battle of
magic. Yet, several hours later, when the dawn bells rang and the
sky began to brighten, the dark of night giving way to the soft
grey light of early morning, Pronjed still sat in his prison.
He had made
the mistake of angering the Weaver once -- when he killed Carden
the Third, Aneira's king, assuming incorrectly that the Weaver would
be pleased. He could still feel the way the bone in his hand had
shattered, the pain so severe he could barely remain conscious.
The Weaver, who could be so generous with his gold, was no less
stingy with his punishment when the occasion demanded. That memory,
as much as anything, kept Pronjed in his chamber, grappling with
his uncertainty.
Nothing in
his past, however, could have prepared him for the conversation
he had later that same morning. The last peals of the midmorning
bells were still echoing through the castle when he heard a light
footfall in the corridor outside his chamber and then a woman's
voice he recognized immediately.
"Open
the door and then leave us," Evanthya told the two guards.
"We're
to remain in the corridor at all times, First Minister," one
of the men answered. "Duke's orders."
Silence.
After several moments, she said, "Fine then. Let me into the
chamber."
"Yes,
First Minister."
It took the
man but a moment to find the correct key. After he opened the door,
Evanthya stepped past him into the chamber, then pulled the door
shut behind her.
"One
of us should be in there with you, First Minister."
"It's
all right. I've a dagger with me. I'll call for you when I'm ready
to leave."
She faced
Pronjed, her cheeks flushed, her expression grim. Her yellow eyes
were as bright as blooms in the castle gardens, and her fine white
hair hung loose to her shoulders. Pronjed knew that she loved another,
a woman at that, but he couldn't help noting how attractive she
was.
"You
realize, of course, that your dagger will do you no good against
me," he said quietly, not bothering to stand. He held up his
wrists so that she could see the silk ties. "There's a reason
I'm bound with these."
"Yes,
Archminister. You may remember, they were my idea in the first
place. We both know that I won't need the weapon at all. You have
no intention of harming me."
"How
can you be so sure?"
She had stepped
closer to him and now she cast a quick glance at the door. "Because,"
she whispered, "if you try to hurt me you'll either be executed
or thrown in the castle dungeon. You aren't ready to die, and if
you're placed in the dungeon, you'll have a much harder time escaping."
Pronjed's
eyes flicked toward the door. Neither of the guards appeared to
be listening. "I don't know what you're talking about."
"Stop
it. Of course you do. And I want to know why you've yet to make
the attempt."
"What?"
"Why
haven't you tried to escape?"
Perhaps there
was an opportunity here. "Because I have no intention of escaping.
I never have."
"You're
lying."
"You
seem terribly sure of yourself, First Minister, and yet, as you
yourself point out, I've made no attempt to win my freedom. Isn't
it possible that you've been wrong about me, that in your haste
to pursue Fetnalla, you've imagined a traitor where there is none?"
"No,
it's not," she said. But Pronjed heard doubt in her words
and pressed his advantage.
"I can
imagine how hard it must have been for you, hearing of Lord Orvinti's
death, knowing that there could be little doubt but that Fetnalla
was responsible."
"Be
quiet!"
"Still,
just because the first minister proved false, doesn't mean that
I will as well. I'm sure that would be of great comfort to you,
but it's just not--"
"I told
you to be quiet!" In a swirl of her ministerial robes and
a blur of white and steel, she was on him, her forearm pressed against
his chest so that he was forced back against the stone wall, her
blade at his throat.
It was all
Pronjed could do not to shatter the dagger instantly. He tried
to reassure himself that she needed him too much to kill him, and
that she couldn't risk harming him in any way and thus raising the
suspicions of her duke. But he was trembling, and the edge of her
blade felt cold and dangerous against his neck.
"First
Minister?" one of the guards called from the grated window
in the iron door, sounding alarmed.
"Leave
us alone!" she said.
The man looked
at Pronjed briefly, a smirk on his lips. Then he turned away.
"Why
don't you shatter my blade, Archminister?" she said, her voice
dropping once more. "Or do you intend to tell me now that
you're not really a shaper?"
"This
is foolishness, Evanthya. As you've already made clear to me, I
can't afford to harm you. Nor are you going to hurt me. You still
believe that I can lead you to Fetnalla. So put your dagger away,
and let's speak of this civilly."
Evanthya
glared at him another moment, her weapon still held to his throat.
Finally, slowly, she released him and sheathed the blade. "All right,"
she said. "Tell me why you're still here, or I'll go to the
duke and convince him to put you in the dungeon."
"Another
empty threat. As I say, you need me, or at least you think you
do."
"I need
you as an excuse to go after Fetnalla, Archminister. Nothing more.
Tebeo won't let me pursue her -- he sees no sense in it so long
after Brall's murder. But if you escape, I can prevail upon him
to let me follow you. He hasn't enough men left to send soldiers
after you, so he'll send me."
"As
I said--"
"But
if you don't tell me what I want to know, I'll send you to the dungeon
and then leave Dantrielle without his permission. I'll forfeit
my title and place in his court if I have to. As I've told you
once before, all I want is to get Fetnalla back. I don't care about
anything else. I certainly don't give a damn about you."
A braver
man might have been willing to test her resolve, to force her either
to give up her position in Tebeo's court or prove that her threats
amounted to nothing. But Pronjed felt his nerve failing him at
the mere suggestion of being sent to the castle dungeon.
"I haven't
made the attempt," he said at last, "because I've been
unable to decide whether you truly wish to find her, or have been
hoping to lure me into a trap."
That, of
all things, seemed to leave her speechless. She opened her mouth
to respond, then closed it again. The archminister would have laughed
had he not been trembling at the realization of what he had done.
With that small admission he had, in effect, confirmed for her all
that she had been assuming about him.
"Is
that true?" she finally asked him, her voice so soft that he
could barely hear her.
"It
is."
"Damn."
She raked a hand through her hair, closing her eyes briefly. "We've
lost a good deal of time. There's no telling where she is by now."
"Perhaps
then, it no longer makes sense for you to follow me."
"I didn't
say that I was ready to give up."
"And
I didn't say that I was ready to let you follow me." She started
to respond and Pronjed raised a hand, stopping her. "I know:
you don't need my permission, and I might not be able to prevent
it. But I'm obligated to try. I'd be a fool not to."
After a moment,
she nodded. "So, when?"
Pronjed shook
his head. He must have been an idiot. "Tonight," he
whispered. Seeing the doubtful look on her face, he added, "I
swear it. I can't afford to wait any longer either."
She glanced
toward the door. "Don't hurt the men. You have delusion magic.
Use it."
He should
have denied this, too. But like before he found himself helpless
in the face of her certainty. He could argue the point for the
rest of the day without convincing her. Instead, he shook his head.
"I make you no promises in that regard. I'll do whatever I
have to. If you really want to ensure their safety, you'll have
these silk bonds removed. I can shatter manacles, but with these
. . ." He shrugged.
"But
your powers--"
"I can't
control two men at one time, which means that the second guard will
have to be incapacitated somehow. It's up to you, First Minister.
If you truly care about these men, you'll help me."
Evanthya
offered no reply, save to hold his gaze for a few moments more before
straightening and crossing to the door.
"Guards!"
she called.
One of the
men was there immediately, unlocking the door and letting her out.
An instant later he clanged the door shut again and threw the lock,
the sound echoing in the chamber.
"Watch
him closely," he heard Evanthya say to Tebeo's men. "It
wouldn't surprise me if he tried to escape."
Pronjed just
gaped at the door. The silk at his wrists and ankles felt tighter
than ever.
#
Evanthya
was trembling as she descended the stairway of the prison tower.
Tonight.
She had never
known that she could be afraid of so many things at one time. The
archminister, the Weaver, the castle guards, her duke and his reaction
if he learned what she intended. And behind it all, the fear of
her next encounter with Fetnalla. She no longer doubted that her
beloved had betrayed the realm or that she had killed her duke,
Brall of Orvinti. Nor did she have any illusions as to her own
power to turn Fetnalla from the dark path she had chosen. Yet she
had to try. She owed that much to herself, to both of them.
The two soldiers
outside Pronjed's chamber had regarded her strangely when she stepped
back into the corridor, a testament to how deep suspicions of the
Qirsi still ran in Aneira. All the men in Castle Dantrielle knew
how she had fought against the soldiers of Solkara and Rassor during
the recent siege. They had seen her doing battle, back to back
with the duke, risking her life on Tebeo's behalf. They had seen
as well the mist and wind she raised to protect Dantrielle's men
from enemy archers when Numar's invaders briefly took control of
the castle ramparts. After all that, none could question her loyalty
to Tebeo and his house.
Or so she
had thought. For some still did, and these few would see a dark
purpose in her whispered conversation with the archminister. And
would they be wrong? Hadn't she been plotting the traitor's escape,
ignoring the fact that he may well have been responsible for the
death of Aneira's king? She had used her own gold to buy the murder
of a Qirsi traitor in Mertesse. Wasn't she then an enemy of the
conspiracy? Did sharing a bed with a traitor and wishing desperately
to lie with her again negate all that she had done before?
These questions
plagued her as she made her way across the castle's upper ward.
Evanthya didn't even notice the two soldiers standing in her path
until she had nearly walked into them.
"Pardon
me," she said, flustered and feeling slightly dazed. "I
didn't see you."
"Actually,
First Minister, we was waitin' for you."
"For
me?"
"Yes.
The duke wants a word right away."
The minister
looked up at the window of Tebeo's ducal chamber and saw that he
was watching her, his round face lit by the morning sun.
She
nodded, swallowing. "Of course."
The two men
fell in step on either side of her and in silence the three of them
entered the nearest of the castle towers, climbed the stairway,
and walked to Tebeo's chamber. One of the guards knocked, and at
the duke's summons, he pushed open the door and motioned for Evanthya
to enter. She nodded at the two men, trying with little success
to smile, and stepped into the chamber. Neither man entered with
her and an instant later she heard the door close.
Tebeo was
still at the window, his back to her. "Please sit, First Minister."
Evanthya
took her usual seat near the duke's writing table. Her heart was
pounding so hard it was a wonder Tebeo didn't notice.
"Would
you like some tea?"
"No,
thank you, my lord."
"Wine
perhaps?"
She smiled,
despite her fright. "I'm fine, my lord."
He turned
at that. "Are you?"
Evanthya
shivered. "What do you mean?"
"I've
been impressed with your strength this past half turn since the
breaking of the siege. You've done all that I've asked of you;
as always your service to House Dantrielle has been exemplary."
"Thank
you, my lord."
"I can
only imagine how difficult it's been for you."
She felt
the blood rush to her face and looked away. There would have been
no sense in denying it. "Yes, my lord."
"To
be honest, I'm a bit surprised that you're still here."
Evanthya
could only stare at him.
"I have
some idea of how much you love her, and I know as well that you
hate the conspiracy, that you've risked a great deal to strike at
its leaders."
Not long
ago, Evanthya had told him of hiring the assassin to kill Shurik
jal Marcine, and though he hadn't approved, neither had he punished
her, which would have been well within his prerogative as her sovereign.
"Had
it been me," he went on, "I would have gone after her
already. That you haven't speaks well of your devotion to me and
this house."
"You
honor me, my lord," she managed to say.
"I'm
merely being honest. And I’d ask the same of you."
"My
lord?"
He came and
sat beside her, a kindly look on his face. "What were you
doing in the prison tower just now?" he asked, his voice so
gentle it made her chest ache.
She tried
to answer, to say anything at all, but instead she began to cry.
"There
are only two men in the tower right now," he said. "Numar
and the archminister. And I doubt that you have much to say to
the regent. That leaves Pronjed."
When she
didn't answer, he took a long breath.
"After
all we've been through these past few turns, I'll never again question
your loyalty. I think you know that."
Evanthya
nodded, tears coursing down her face.
"Still,
I need to know what you and he discussed. As much as I trust you,
I fear the archminister. You've told me yourself how dangerous
he is. If my castle is in peril--"
"It's
not, my lord."
In the next
moment she thought of the last words Pronjed had spoken to her and
the danger his escape might pose to Tebeo's guards, and she regretted
offering even this meager assurance.
"You're
certain of this?"
She lowered
her gaze again. "Not for certain, no."
"You
must tell me, Evanthya. You know you must."
A thousand
denials leaped to mind, all of them lies. How different would she
be from Fetnalla if she resorted to any of them?
"He
means to escape, my lord."
"Escape?
How?"
"He
has mind-bending magic, mists and winds, and shaping power. It
should be a fairly simple matter."
"Then
why hasn't he done so already?"
"Because
several days ago I informed him of my intention to follow him, and
he fears a trap."
The duke
expressed no surprise. His expression didn't even change, save
for a momentary closing of the eyes.
"In
other words, you meant to let him go, though surely his escape would
strengthen the conspiracy."
"He
can lead me to her, my lord."
"That
hardly justifies it."
"We'd
merely be exchanging one traitor for another. Pronjed might join
them, but Fetnalla won't."
His eyebrows
went up. "You believe you can turn her from the renegades?"
"I have
to try. If that doesn't work, I'll find some other way to keep
her from joining them. In any case, she won't be fighting alongside
her Weaver."
Tebeo frowned.
"I hate to have to say this, Evanthya, but Fetnalla is dangerous,
too. She used magic to kill Brall, and as you've often told me,
yours are not the powers of a warrior. You're still thinking of
her as your love, but she's your enemy now. You may not be strong
enough to defeat her."
"I'm
not without advantages of my own, my lord," Evanthya said.
"She may be formidable, but so am I, in my own way."
The minister was surprised at herself. Pride had always been Fetnalla's
failing.
Tebeo smiled,
as might an indulgent parent. "You needn't try to convince
me of your worth, First Minister. I saw you fight for this castle.
I stood and did battle with my back to yours, and never did I fear
that a killing blow would come from behind."
"Thank
you, my lord."
"I fear
losing you, not only because I value your counsel, but also because
I count you as a friend."
"Then
think for a moment as my friend, rather than as my duke. Do you
honestly believe that I can simply remain here while Fetnalla fights
beside the Weaver? After what she's done, how can I not go after
her?"
He shook
his head. "This wasn't your fault, Evanthya. You couldn't
have known--"
"But
I should have! There's no one in the world who knows her as I do.
She was acting so strangely the last time we were together."
She brushed a tear from her cheek. "It should have been obvious."
"You
ask too much of yourself."
"The
person I love most in this world revealed has herself as a traitor
and murderer. How can I not blame myself?"
The duke
winced, seeming to cast about for something to say.
"You
want to tell me that you can't answer, that the duchess would never
do anything of the sort. And of course you're right. But until
just a short time ago, I had no reason to think otherwise about
Fetnalla."
The duke
stood and walked back to his open window. "I can't even begin
to imagine what that must be like," he said, gazing out at
the castle ward. He said nothing for a long time, until Evanthya
began to wonder if he was waiting for her to say more. At last,
however, he faced her again. "If it were simply a matter of
giving you leave to go, I'd do so in an instant, despite my fears
for your safety. But you're asking me to allow Pronjed to escape,
and that I can't do. We suspect him of the foulest crimes against
the realm, and I fear he remains a threat to all of us."
"I can't
find her alone, my lord."
"I'm
sorry."
"He's
going to escape whether I follow him or not! It's simply a matter
of how much damage he does to your castle and how many men he manages
to maim and kill in the process!"
"Don't
you believe I can stop him?"
"Not
if he's determined to win his freedom, no."
Tebeo let
out a short harsh laugh. "Evanthya, I command an entire army.
He may be powerful, but he's only one man."
"Then
why is it so important that you keep him here?"
The duke
hesitated, then smiled wryly and shook his head. "You're playing
games with me, now."
"I assure
you, my lord, this is no game. He can lead me to Fetnalla, and
she, in turn, can lead me to the conspiracy. There's far more to
be gained by letting him go. If I can find Fetnalla, if I can turn
her from this dark path she's on, perhaps she and I together can
strike a blow against the renegades. Wouldn't that be worth something?"
"It
would, were it possible. But I don't believe it is. I'm sorry,
Evanthya, but I believe that Fetnalla has gone too far to turn back.
And as you've told me yourself, the archminister is a threat to
us all. I can't let him escape, and I'll look upon any attempt
on your part to help him do so. . . as a most serious offense."
He had been
going to say, "as an act of treason." She was certain
of it. It was a measure of how much he cared for her that he didn't.
The duke
crossed to his door, pulled it open, and beckoned to one of the
guards. "Have the master of arms sent to me immediately,"
he said.
"What
are you going to do, my lord?" Evanthya asked, as Tebeo closed
the door again.
"I'm
going to double the guard in the corridor outside his chamber, and
place extra guards in every corridor that offers access to the prison
tower."
The minister
shook her head. "All you're doing is placing more men in danger,
my lord. A shaper can shatter bone with a thought. A man with
delusion magic can make a man do nearly anything -- it's quite possible
that Pronjed made the king kill himself."
"So
what can I do?"
"That's
my point. I'm not certain you can do anything without putting more
lives at risk. This is one instance in which your army can't help
you. If he was in a courtyard surrounded by one hundred archers,
you might be able to stop him, though his power of mists and winds
would make it difficult. But he's in a prison tower, where the
corridors are narrow, and only a few men can stand against him at
any given time."
"Surely
four men outside his door will make his escape more difficult than
would two."
"A bit.
But in the end you'd merely have to build four pyres rather than
two."
Tebeo rubbed
a hand over his face, looking forlorn. "How does one fight
such an enemy?"
No doubt
this was a question Eandi lords were asking themselves throughout
the Forelands.
"You
fight them just as you would any cunning, powerful foe: by forging
alliances, by using tactics that you've never thought to employ
before, and by choosing your battles carefully."
He eyed her
for several moments. "What do you suggest?"
"You
know what I want you to do, my lord. Let him go. Remove one of
the guards from the corridor outside his chamber."
"What?"
"If
only one man is there, Pronjed can use his mind-bending magic on
the man. He can free himself from the chamber without harming anyone.
Indeed, if we plan this well, he can escape without hurting a single
man."
"Did
you speak to him of this as well?"
Evanthya
felt her face coloring once again. "Yes, my lord. Forgive
me. I was--"
"No.
It's all right. We're living in extraordinary times. My loyal
minister is conspiring with a Qirsi renegade to effect his escape
in a way that saves Eandi lives. I suppose it's funny, in a way."
"It's
a bitter jest, my lord. You should know that I hate this man.
I do this for Fetnalla, and because I believe that I can help those
who are fighting the conspiracy."
A lengthy
pause, and then, "You'd be the only one of us."
Evanthya
frowned. "My lord?"
"Men
from Mertesse and Solkara marched north to fight the Eibitharians,
but I doubt that they'll join forces with the enemy to fight this
Weaver and his renegades. And even if we had a king to lead us,
I'm not certain that we could provision an army and send it north
in time to take part in a war against the conspiracy. Be it through
our own foolishness or the machinations of the traitors, Aneira
has been effectively removed from this battle. You'd be the only
one of us who could strike a blow."
She couldn't
quite believe what she was hearing. "Does that mean you'll
let me go, my lord?"
He exhaled
heavily, his whole frame seeming to sag with his surrender. "I
must be mad," he muttered.
"My
lord?"
"I won't
try to stop you."
Her heart
was pounding once more, with excitement, with fear, with the anticipation
of war. "And the archminister?"
"You
say that if there's only one guard up there, he won't harm the man?"
"He'd
have no reason to."
"Save
for his hatred of the Eandi."
She shrugged,
then nodded, conceding the point.
Before she
could answer, there came a knock at the door. Tebeo stared at her
a moment, before calling for whoever had come to enter. The door
opened and Gabrys DinTavo, Tebeo's master of arms, entered the chamber.
Seeing Evanthya,
the man hesitated and gave a small nod. Then he faced the duke
and bowed.
"You
sent for me, my lord?"
"Yes,
armsmaster." The duke returned to his writing table and sat,
his face pale. "How many men do we currently have standing
guard in the prison tower?"
Gabrys cast
a quick glance at Evanthya. "There are four, my lord, two
each outside the chambers of the regent and archminister. Plus
we have men in the ward outside the tower, and along the corridors
that lead to it. That would be sixteen men in all, my lord."
"That
strikes me as being quite a few."
"Yes,
my lord. It would be for ordinary prisoners. But these men are
far from ordinary. We've felt all along that one or both of them
may try to escape."
"But
wouldn’t we be well served to have some of these men working on
the ramparts and battlements? The repairs are going slowly."
The master
of arms looked at Evanthya once more, suspicion in his dark eyes.
"Perhaps
he should know, my lord," she said, thinking again of the soldiers
outside Pronjed's chamber.
Tebeo nodded.
"Very well."
"Know
what, my lord?"
"We
intend to allow the archminister to escape. I want only one guard
positioned by his door, and I want the south corridor on the ground
level cleared of men entirely."
To Gabrys's
credit, he offered no reaction, other than to say, "May I ask
why, my lord?"
"This
was my idea, armsmaster," Evanthya
said. "I'm going to follow him when he leaves the castle.
I believe Pronjed can lead me to . . . to the leaders of the Qirsi
conspiracy."
Before becoming
master of arms, Gabrys had seemed wary of her, as so many Eandi
warriors are distrustful of all Qirsi. But after Tebeo named him
as successor to Bausef DarLesta, who was killed during the recent
siege, the new master of arms put aside his suspicions, appearing
to recognize that Evanthya had the duke's trust. And Gabrys, of
all people, understood how desperately she fought to save Castle
Dantrielle. She sensed that he no longer doubted her loyalty.
Still, she
was not yet ready to reveal to him that she sought her beloved.
And he was not ready to trust her on this matter.
"With
all respect, First Minister, this is madness. What's to stop him
from killing you once he's free? For that matter, what's to stop
him from helping the regent escape and allowing the Solkarans to
menace us once more?"
She shook
her head. "He has no interest in helping the regent, armsmaster.
All he wants to do is go north to join his fellow renegades. As
for killing me. . ." She looked away. "That's my concern,
not yours."
"My
lord--"
"I know
what you're going to say, Gabrys. I've already argued as you would.
But Evanthya has convinced me that we risk more by trying to keep
the archminister here. He means to escape, and given the powers
he wields, we'll have a difficult time stopping him."
"We
can put him in the dungeon."
To her horror,
Tebeo appeared to consider this.
"Please
don't," Evanthya said, crying again, cursing herself for her
weakness. "You have to understand, armsmaster. I need this
man. No one else can help me find her." She regretted the
words as soon as they crossed her lips.
"Her?"
the master of arms repeated, his eyes narrowing.
"It's
all right, Gabrys," the duke said quietly. "She refers
to Lord Orvinti's first minister. She believes the archminister
can lead us to her as well."
The man frowned.
"Again, my lord, I must advise you not to do this."
"I know.
I share your concern, Gabrys, but against my better judgement I'm
going to do as Evanthya requests."
Gabrys was
a soldier, and Evanthya had to give him credit for his discipline.
Clearly he wished to argue the matter further, but he nodded once,
not even glancing in the first minister's direction, and said, "Is
there anything else, my lord?"
"No,
armsmaster, thank you. See to the removal of the guards."
"Yes,
my lord."
He let himself
out of the chamber, closing the door quietly, and leaving Evanthya
alone with her duke. Perhaps for the last time.
"You're
certain about this?" Tebeo asked.
Abruptly
she was trembling. "I am, my lord."
Tebeo stood
and walked to where she was sitting. Taking her hands in his, he
made her stand as well, and then he gathered her in his arms.
"You
have served me as faithfully as any minister has ever served a noble,"
he whispered. "And you've defended this house as bravely as
any soldier who's ever worn its colors. Whenever you return, you'll
still be first minister of Dantrielle, and so long as I live, no
other person will ever bear that title."
Evanthya
knew she should say something, but she couldn't speak for her weeping
and the aching in her throat. After several moments Tebeo released
her, though he took hold of her hands again.
"Do
you have everything you need?"
Evanthya
nodded.
"Do
you need gold?"
"I have
some, my lord."
"You
should have more." He let go of her hands and returned to
his writing table. Opening a small drawer, he produced a leather
pouch that rang with the jingle of coins. Crossing back to her,
he opened the purse and began to count out gold rounds. After a
few seconds he put them back and handed her the entire pouch.
"Just
take them all. It's not much, really. Fifty qinde perhaps. But
it should help."
"Thank
you, my lord."
"You
should get food from the kitchens as well."
But Evanthya
shook her head. "No one else should know that I’m leaving."
"Oh.
. . of course."
They stood
in silence, their eyes locked. Evanthya's tears still flowed, and
Tebeo seemed to be searching for something more to say. In the
end, the first minister merely stepped forward, kissed his cheek,
and fled the chamber.
#
Just a short
while after the ringing of the midday bells, the archminister heard
men speaking in the corridor outside his chamber. The soldiers
there and whoever else had come, kept their voices low, and though
Pronjed strained to hear them, he could not. He hoped, though,
that men had come with orders to replace the silk ties that still
held him with iron shackles.
After some
time, however, the conversation in the corridor ceased and still
no one entered his chamber.
Had the first
minister betrayed him? Had she tricked him into confessing his
intentions only to turn to her duke and warn him of the danger?
He didn't think so -- he wasn't even certain that Evanthya was capable
of such duplicity -- but in truth, he couldn't really be sure of
anything anymore.
Actually
that wasn't quite true. He knew with the assurance of a condemned
man, that if he didn't join the Weaver in this war he would be killed,
either in the dungeons of Dantrielle, or in his dreams by the Weaver
himself. And so he resolved, despite his doubts, to carry through
on his promise to escape this night.
His decision
did little to calm him. In fact, as the day wore on, marked by
the tolling of first the prior's bells and then the twilight bells,
his apprehension only grew. Yes, he wielded deep magics. But if
Evanthya had deceived him, even they might not be enough.
As night
settled over the city of Dantrielle, darkening the narrow window
of his chamber, he again heard footsteps in the hallway outside
his door. A few moments later, one of the guards unlocked his door
and stepped into the cell, bearing Pronjed's evening meal. The
man placed it on the floor near the archminister, and straightened,
clearly intending to leave again.
Before he
could, Pronjed reached out with his power and touched the man's
mind. Immediately the soldier's face went slack.
"Where
is the other soldier?" Pronjed whispered.
"There
is no other," the man said, his voice flat. "I'm here
alone."
Pronjed gaped
at him. "What?"
"I'm
here alone."
"Since
when?"
"Earlier
today. The duke says you're not a threat anymore and we need only
one man to guard you."
He eyed the
man closely, searching for some sign that he was lying, that he
had found some way to resist Pronjed's mind-bending magic. During
the last days in Solkara, as Numar planned for his siege, Pronjed
had found himself unable to turn the regent or Numar's brother,
Henthas, to his purposes. He had assumed at the time that the two
men had learned of his abilities and were warding themselves. But
what if his power was simply failing?
"Hit
your head against the wall," Pronjed said, pushing with his
magic again.
The man stepped
to the wall, and pounded his forehead against the stone. His powers
were working just fine.
"What
else has the duke done?"
"He's
moved men out of some of the corridors leading to the tower."
"Which
corridors?"
"I don't
know."
He pushed
harder with his magic until the man winced and held a hand to his
temple. "I don't know," he said again, whining slightly,
like a hurt child.