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Opening of
Silent Her A Novella by Barry B. Longyear 1 The light was lavender, the light was
white, the
light was red. When the light was white, they would come, their
heads
hidden in black mists. The one with the hard mouth would be
there.
Hard Mouth brought the pain and the anger. Silent Her hated Hard
Mouth. The light brought Hard Mouth. Silent hated the light. Silent loved the dark and clung to
it. The dark
was safe. It was solitude, aloneness, quiet, an absence of
pain.
But only the dark that came when the light went away was safe.
The darks
that came when Silent hid in the cover, or closed the eyes, or held the
hands
over the eyes, these were not safe. ◊ There was another black mist that would
come.
The other had kind lips. Kind Lips would always stand on that
side and
look down at Silent with soft, dark eyes. Kind Lips had dark
hair, eyes
of love, and a mouth that never looked angry. Hard Mouth would stand at the other side
when Kind
Lips was there. Hard Mouth's hair was like the yellow
light. The
eyes were as blue as the tiny spots on the wall, narrow and
angry. The
lips were hard and pressed tightly together. Kind Lips reached in a hand and stroked
Silent's hair. Hard Mouth reached in a hand and pinched
Silent's arm. Kind Lips pushed Hard mouth away, and as
the sounds
of them struggling filled Silent's ears, the pain wouldn't go away. ◊ There was the sound. Silent listened
carefully. It was Kind Lips and Hard Mouth, yet something
different. There were other sounds. A third figure appeared. It was
horribly pink
and naked. It had no black mist shading its features, and it had
no hair
on its head. Hard Mouth and Kind Lips both wore coverings of
black.
Shiny head's coverings were pale yellow. Shiny Head stood at one
foot
next to Kind Lips. Silent looked and there was another one
standing
there. The new one had no black mist, but the new one did have
light
brown hair. Instead of black or yellow, Hairy Head's coverings
were pale
green. Kind Lips raised a hand and moved fingers
at Shiny
Head. Shiny Head frowned at the moving fingers and said to Hairy
Head,
"Minister Amin, I do not read Mogam." Amazing sounds. "I thought everyone read it, save a few
fanatics," replied Hairy Head. "Not that I'm implying you're a
fanatic, of course." "Of course," answered Shiny Head. Hairy Head leaned over and lifted the
cover from
Silent. "My first wife signed that you should look at my second
wife's daughter's right arm, Father Yadin. Look here." Shiny Head moved in front of Hard Mouth,
bent over,
and reached toward Silent. His fingers were cold and moist as
they picked
up the arm and turned it. The arm hurt. "This bruising is terrible!" Shiny
Head stood up and turned toward Hard Mouth. "Woman, don't you
understand? You are causing your daughter terrible pain.
This could
cause permanent damage. Do you understand?" Shiny Head
turned
toward Kind Lips. "Does she understand anything?" Kind Lips nodded and looked up at Hairy
Head.
Kind Lips moved fingers at Hairy Head for a long time. Hairy Head said, "She understands." "Forgive me, Minister Amin, but I'm
certain that
she signed more." "Yes. She did." Hairy Head
seemed to struggle his words out from a great pain. "My second
wife
believes the child can speak. The reason she pinches her is to
make her
give voice. She's trying to force the child to cry out." Shiny Head frowned as he looked first at
Hard Mouth,
then down at the child. After a moment he looked up at Hairy
Head.
"How long has this been going on? Some of these bruises are weeks
old." Hairy head disappeared from view.
His voice
came from a distance. "Since the child was born." Hairy
Head's face came back into view. He looked at Hard Mouth with
angry eyes. "In the birthing hostel, woman, the
priests told
you that your daughter cannot speak. Do you expect this scrap to
change
the world? I told you your daughter cannot speak. I was
even there
when the girl brought you your baby. I saw what she told you." Hairy Head touched fingers to lips and
then held the
hand down as a fist. "'Silent her,' the girl signed to you.
Do
you remember?" Hard Mouth looked afraid, but Hard Mouth
also looked
angry. Hard Mouth began moving fingers at Hairy Head, but Hairy
Head
slapped down Hard Mouth's hand. "No!" shouted Hairy Head. "You
did not hear her cry! You could not have heard her cry!
What you
heard was her twin brother, your son, Rahman. That's all you
heard." Again Hard Mouth lifted a hand and again
Hairy Head
slapped it down. "No! If you thought you heard two babies
cry,
the priests explained it was a trick the drugs played on your
ears."
Hairy Head let out a sigh. "You must stop this. Please stop
this." "Allow me, minister," said Shiny Head. Hard Mouth's eyes filled with tears.
Hard Mouth
pulled away and went out of view. Shiny Head nodded at Hairy
Head.
"It is a severe problem, but it's more common than one might think." "What is it?" "The women pray for an end to the Curse—I
suppose all of them do. However, some of them believe so strongly
in the
end of the Curse, they enter a world of fantasy and imagine all sorts
of
things. I once had a patient whose eldest daughter imagined that
she
could speak. She was over twenty years old and would stand there
moving
her lips—" "Father Yadin," interrupted Hairy Head,
"Please, get to the point." Shiny Head rubbed its chin and
frowned.
"Usually this sort of thing only goes on for a few minutes or
hours.
A few days at most, although I do know of a case that went on for over
nine
years." Hairy Head glanced down at Silent.
"My
daughter is nine weeks old." "Your second wife needs help,
minister.
It's a kind of help I'm really not qualified to give. With your
permission, I will make arrangements at a suitable facility." "Suitable facility?" "Yes." "A madhouse?" Shiny Head frowned. "The madhouse is
an
ancient figment from the father planet. I was speaking of a
specialized
hospital where—" "Impossible." Hairy Head rubbed its
eyes, glanced at Kind Lips, and said to Shiny Head, "That is quite
impossible, father." "I assure you the facility is very
discreet and—" "Discreet? My family and I are in
the
public eye, father. Outside my estate there is no such thing as
discretion, and damned little within it." Hairy Head took a deep breath
and let it out in a sigh. "I apologize for my language, father." "There's no need." "I cannot accept the risk. I have a
responsibility to the Reformists and to my good friend Mikael
Yucel.
Aside from that, there is my position to consider. My son Rahman
will
inherit my estates, my position, my investments, and influence on this
and
other worlds, and the responsibilities for all of them. I cannot
risk it
being known that his mother is . . . troubled." Hairy Head fell silent
for
a moment. Hairy Head resumed speaking with a low voice.
"You
know what can be made of such things by the news, by the off world
traders, by
the orthodoxy—especially by the orthodoxy." "Perhaps a visiting therapist, then?"
implored Shiny Head. Hairy Head stared at Silent for a long
time before
looking at Hard Mouth. "Very well. I will leave it to you
to
find someone who can keep our confidence." Hairy Head looked at
Shiny Head. "There are only a few persons who know about this,
and I
know who they all are. If any of this gets out, I'll know to whom
to send
my operatives." "I understand," answered Shiny Head. "Make certain your therapist understands,
as
well." "Yes, minister." "Make any arrangements with my secretary,
Razi." Hairy Head nodded toward the door and there was a figure
standing there with a glittering thing hanging from its neck. "As you wish, minister." Hairy Head went out of view and
Glitterneck
followed. There was a noise. Kind Lips bent over and tucked
in
Silent's cover as Shiny Head returned. "Here," said Shiny Head as Shiny Head
handed a small vial filled with blue liquid to Kind Lips. "Rub it
on
the bruised area. It will reduce the swelling, relieve the pain,
and
remove the discoloration. Do you understand?" Kind Lips nodded. Shiny Head nodded toward Hard Mouth.
"Keep
that one away from the baby. I'm going to tell the minister's
secretary
to have her locked up where she will no longer be a danger to the
child, or to
herself. After the therapist sees her. . ." Shiny Head
seemed to
get angry. "Look who I'm talking to." He pointed to where
Hard Mouth was. "Just keep her out of this room. Can you do
that?" Kind Lips placed hands over Kind Lips's
face and
bowed toward Shiny Head. Shiny Head reached down and moved his
hand as he
said, "In the name of Alilah and his Messengers, in the name of the
Enlightener, bless and protect this female. Amen." Shiny Head went away. Kind Lips
poured some of
the blue liquid onto a hand and reached toward Silent. Silent was
afraid
for the arm, but as the delicious coolness touched it, the pain went
away. Silent lifted up a hand to touch Kind
Lips's face— Suddenly the world turned over and Silent
fell, a
cold hard surface striking Silent's cheek. It was dark and Silent
could
hear crashes and thumps. Silent hid in the darkness and cried for
the
pain. The light invaded Silent's hiding place
and Silent
could see Hard Mouth and Kind Lips struggling. Hard mouth picked
up
something and struck Kind Lips in the head. Kind Lips fell to the
floor. Hard Mouth knelt and began coming closer
and
closer. Hard Mouth pulled the black mist off its yellow hair and
came to
a stop. Hard Mouth looked down, moved fingers, and pointed at
Silent. Then Hard Mouth reached down and slapped Silent's face
right
where the cold hard surface had hit it. Silent cried and screamed, but she made
only the same
quiet hiss that Hard Mouth made as Hard Mouth continued to slap and
slap at
Silent's face. An edge of dark softness came as Glitterneck
rushed into
the room. Glitterneck's arm went around Hard Mouth's throat and
pulled
Hard Mouth away. Glitterneck bellowed angrily at Hard Mouth as
the world
became very dark. . . . |
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