Monday
March 3, 2003







Email:
diana@sff.net

Well, I'm slowly getting better. I've been fairly fortunate in that I haven't had any really bad cramps and have only had light bleeding. Saturday I passed some very strange-looking tissue, but my OB had warned me that might happen, so it was merely "ick" instead of "ohmigod." I do have some cramping, but nothing that an Aleve can't handle.

I stayed home from work again today, which works out well since tomorrow is Mardi Gras which I was off for anyway. I just wasn't ready, physically or emotionally, to go back to work. I'll go back Wednesday though; one reaches a point where being home alone is almost worse. Wednesday I'll also start making phone calls, trying to set up something with the fertility clinic to see when we'll be able to start trying again.

Jack has been absolutely wonderful. I can't think of anything he could have said or done differently that would have been better. I know he's grieving just as hard as I am, but he's taken such wonderful care of me, and made sure I had time to myself, and time with him, and time with my friends, as needed. I am so incredibly lucky to have him as my husband.

Not much more to say right now. Thanks to everyone who's written or posted or just thought nice thoughts.