Story copyright 1995 by Will Sand.
Will is a retired chiropractor who lives in Pacific Grove, California.
This story was originally published in Aberrations.
The storm of
contrived events wound down to a safe, bland conclusion, followed by
static. Cody turned away from the set and left the cubicle as the
scrambled commercials began. Long ago, it had been decided that it
merely bred dangerous discontent to hawk goods to people who lacked
currency.
Seeking something, anything, to relieve his chronic
restlessness, he cruised Facility hallways as long and drab as his
tedium. Relief came in a large package: Merica.
"Cody! Just the
guy I was looking for." When she smiled, you could see the old Merica,
the Merica of two hundred pounds ago, before even her facial features
were subsumed in a mask of gluttony.
Cody returned her smile. He
was always glad to see her. Fifteen years ago they had been lovers for a
short while, just before she gave up. With the surrender of her spirit,
a meanness had emerged. She attacked food with the disdain of a
dissolute general for an inferior foe. Her sharp tongue reinforced her
self-imposed isolation. For Cody alone did she show signs of the upbeat
personality of long ago, though they seldom ran into each other these
days.
Merica took his arm. "I have something important to
discuss with you."
She led him to the nearest unoccupied video
cubicle and muted the sound. There were no controls to extinguish the
six-foot screen, which provided the only illumination in the windowless,
featureless room. The bare walls reflected the swirling, bubbling
colors, giving an underwater feel to the place. One came here to be
transfixed, as within the confines of an aquarium. Some came to
drown.
He felt Merica's eyes on him. "You're still looking good,
Cody." At 33, he remained lean, with a full head of hair. His erect
carriage added stature to his average height. But there was an unkempt
look to him, more than merely the crumpled Facility clothing. He hadn't
shaved in three days and over the years his eyes had adopted the furtive
look of a caged animal.
Cody shrugged. "So, what's this all
about?"
"I've been seeing a Lygrid."
Cody cocked his head
forward in surprise.
She chose to chuckle at his reaction.
Another, she might have challenged with, "What of it?"
Like most
people, Cody was aware of Lygrid only from the news briefs, never
actually having seen one. At any particular time they numbered only
about 10,000, making each of them literally one in a million. They had
been visiting the Earth over the last four years now. After the initial
flurry, things had settled down quickly, and Earth took full advantage of
this new tourist trade.
Basically, vacationing Lygrid received
copious local currency for the dribble of technological doodads their
government occasionally bestowed on Earth. Besides slumming, they
lavishly spent their money on art objects which they then removed from
the Earth forever. This generated an ongoing controversy which slowed
not one iota the steady attrition of the heritage of millennia.
Not knowing quite what to say, Cody allowed himself only the most
innocuous of questions: "For how long?"
"Several weeks now."
She smiled. "And I know what you're thinking, `How do we do it?' Well,
I'm not getting into comparative anatomy, just accept that we do. His
exoskeleton is more partial, and more," she chuckled, "utilitarian, than
you might think. I'm not going to relieve your imagination. Go with
it."
The images that crossed Cody's mind were tainted by the size
differential; the average Lygrid (and they were all average) was half the
size of the average Earth female, from which norm Merica deviated widely.
This almost rendered the color and facial aperture distribution
differences secondary.
Cody decided not to be shocked. "So why
tell me? It's not like I'm going to be jealous."
"I have a favor
to ask. And don't go weird on me."
Yikes, Cody thought,
what now?
Merica took a breath and continued. "I want
out. I'm dying here; hell, we all are. This is my ticket. Beyond a
vacation fling, sometimes, rarely, a Lygrid marries an Earth female and
takes her back to Lygris. I need to get him to really like, maybe even
love, me. I thought of a way you can help me work on Bob Plato."
Those last two words put Cody over the edge, into the sublime. He
had to laugh. "Bob Plato?! His name is Bob Plato?"
Merica was
glad for the laughter. She had been afraid of rejection. "Yeah, isn't
that something? Sometimes a Lygrid will assume an Earth name while here.
I don't know if it's from a sense of fun or an attempt to achieve a more
authentic experience. Anyway, `Plato' was chosen to honor one of our
greats, and `Bob' to make himself accessible, one of the guys."
The laughter died out, leaving both of them feeling a bit more
comfortable.
Cody shook his head. "Have you thought all this
out?"
Merica was serious now. "Yes. There is wealth in Lygris,
and luxury far beyond anything here. I realize I'll be isolated and
maybe never fully accepted. But, hell, our own society doesn't really
accept us, just tries to forget us."
A dark look momentarily
clouded her face, to be replaced an instant later with enthusiasm, as she
continued.
"I know he values me. As exactly what, I'm not sure
... a kind of pet ... another object of art ... a status symbol .... I
hope for more, but any of those would be enough." She paused. "Like the
blondes in old Japanese films, I would be appreciated for my rarity --
and also, incidently, my girth. With their partial exoskeletons, which
are not shed after adulthood, gaining weight is not an option for them.
I would be prized there for what I'm reviled for here." She sighed.
"This is my last and only chance to feel good about my life."
Cody understood. As members of the vast Video Class, they had never
worked and never would. There was no work for their teeming millions.
The politicians preferred to call them the Free Class: free cafeteria,
free dormitory, free video, free medication, and (when more extensive
medical intervention was required) free euthanasia. Free Facility Folk.
Free Free Free. Their docility paid for.
And what about himself?
With a CCEN of 62, capital punishment was a looming possibility in his
future. There were no more prisons, no money or space for that luxury.
You were sentenced simply with a number, your Cumulative Criminal
Execution Number. It was a matter of inexorable addition: When Cody had
reached CCEN-25, he was sterilized; and since passing CCEN-50, he was no
longer innocent until proven guilty, but the reverse. At CCEN-75, he
would be tattooed as a ready-made suspect. And when his CCEN reached 100
... well, his occasional venturesomeness would be paid for, in full, and
without fanfare.
So, he could understand wanting out, really
wanting out. In a way, most of his CCEN-62 was attributable to wanting
out: sector trespass. It wasn't that hard to get the perfect score.
Thousands achieved that very temporary distinction daily.
Merica's voice broke his reverie. "All my life...." She shook her
head, then continued. "At night, I dream other lives. During the day, I
vid other lives." Her eyes were gleaming as she finished. "Now, I want
to live my own life ... my own story."
He took her fleshy hand in
his. "What do you want me to do?"
* * *
Compared to the squalor of the surrounding buildings, the
Greener Grass was certainly brighter and cleaner, if not organic in any
sense. There was even a functioning street light in front, holding a
moonless night at bay.
The last time he had been to a place like
this it had cost him 8 CCEN points. But, with the currency Merica gave
him (after pawning the necklace Bob Plato had given her), Cody had
managed to acquire some cross-sector clothes, with enough left over for
the cover charge and a few drinks. He wouldn't be accosted.
The
place wasn't as fantastic as the nightclubs in the old films, but then
nothing was anymore. However, he was charged with excitement and this
felt like the height of adventure. So, when he spotted Merica and Bob
Plato in a corner by themselves, he was in no hurry to go over.
From his vantage point at the elevated bar, he could see most of the
room. There was another Lygrid across the L-shaped bar from him.
Evidently, this was a place where Lygrid were seen frequently enough to
generate little curiosity. Cody tried not to be obvious in his
observation of the alien.
It was easy to see how rumors of Lygrid
strength had started. The alien had a compact power, a denseness of
being. Cody guessed the Lygrid would nearly match his weight, though he
was more than twice its size. There was a sense of control in its
attitude, an assurance that an alien world couldn't shake. These things
combined with the sheen of an orange-hued exoskeleton to generate a
magnetic quality about the creature. Right now there were three women in
the Lygrid's orbit; none in Cody's.
Though he would have liked to
approach one of the glittering women here, neither his general nor
specific circumstances allowed for that possibility. Besides, he had no
store of happy banter, and his default bitterness would not likely prove
much of an aphrodisiac. But he appreciated the visuals, anyway.
A waft of perfume recalled something from Merica's growing store of
interplanetary trivia: "As a planet can only truly be named by its
indigenous sapient species, some planets do not have a sound associated
with them, since communication there is not by vibrating the atmosphere,
but by broadcasting scents. On one such planet, a common greeting is:
`Your odor precedes you.'" Cody chuckled as he briefly envisioned
approaching one of these perfumed ladies with that line.
The band
started up and soon the speaker-floor was crowded. Occasionally, he
noticed a couple saunter away to enjoy a privacy cubicle. He suspected
there also were booths in the back with the much-touted
SynapticIntellivisioN (SIN). But such an extravagance was far beyond his
reach.
He savored the emerald lighting and his chartreuse drink.
The unlit antidote bar, near the exit, was empty at this early hour.
With the price of antidotes at five times that of intoxicants, Cody would
metabolize his drinks the old fashioned way, with a hangover.
He
ordered another drink, his third, and thought over Merica's plan. He
didn't think much of it, except that it did get him this one night on the
town. As he had to create a small scene, he was opening himself up to a
slight but nagging risk of exposure. There was also the uncertainty of
challenging the Lygrid penchant for nonviolence.
After an hour,
Cody ran out of money. It was time. He walked over to their table and
feigned recognizing Merica just then. He assumed a drunken sway and a
loud slur.
"Merica, how ya doin'?" He leaned heavily on their
table. "Glory, you've put on some weight!"
The Lygrid watched
Cody carefully, then directed his attention to a device in front of him.
A few heads turned their way.
Merica looked flustered as she
effected introductions. "This is Bob Plato." She nodded. "And my old
friend, Cody."
Cody exaggerated an attempt to focus on Bob Plato,
then stiffened. "Good God, you're with a Lizard!"
Merica stood
up. "Cody, get a hold on yourself. Bob Plato is a very close friend of
mine, and I won't stand for you abusing him."
"How 'close' are we
talking about, Merica?" Cody leered at her. "Surely not...."
"Surely, yes. And I think you'd better leave."
"You bitch!
How can you take up with a ... a thing like this? You're not human any
more. No one will have anything to do with you. I'll tell every--"
For the first time, Cody noticed the moving lights on Bob Plato's
vox-box. It had been translating everything for him. Now Bob Plato was
saying something and the words were translated out in red flowing print
across the three foot device: "Shall I escort this gentleman from our
vicinity, Meri?"
"Oh, great. Now we have subtitles. Don't
worry, I'm leaving, you feces-species." He glared at Merica. "You're
disgusting!"
Merica had slid down to her seat, hands to her face,
tears flowing down her cheeks.
"That's right, cry, you traitor.
You're an outcast, now!"
Cody was about to beat a hasty retreat
before management arrived, but the red print streaming across the vox-box
stopped him for a moment.
"What?" he shouted at Bob Plato. But
there was no time -- a bouncer was approaching. Cody ran off into the
night.
*
Cody had fallen
asleep pondering Bob Plato's last remark. What did it mean? It still
flowed across his mind in red light: "No wonder your species has
received such a bad sentence!"
Now, he was waiting for Merica to
join him for lunch and discuss the effectiveness of their little act of
last night.
When she arrived she was all smiles. "It worked like
a charm. There's nothing like a few tears to warm the innards of any
male. After your attack, he felt so protective. When I told him that
loving him was worth the price of virtual exile among my own people, he
assured me I need not pay that price." She laughed. "I could become an
exile among his people, instead. He asked me to return with him to
Lygris, as his wife!"
"Great. It worked. I don't believe it.
Mrs. Potato Head."
Merica looked at him. "Why the sarcasm?"
"I don't know, nothing. When are you leaving?"
"Soon, three
days. One thing, it's no big deal, but I thought I'd let you know. As
his wife, well, it's more of a harem, it turns out. But that's okay with
me. I'll be number one for a year or two, then.... He assures me,
everyone will respect me and want to please me. I'll be special,
forever."
"I'm happy for you." But he couldn't force a
smile.
Merica's look was sympathetic. "I wish you could come
too."
"No, that's not my way out. Guess I'm here for the
duration." He shrugged. "By the way, that last thing Bob Plato said to
me, did you get to read it?"
"No, why?"
When Cody
repeated it to her, she was as perplexed as he. "Sentence? Sounds like
we're being judged."
"No, sounds like we have been judged.
And sentenced."
"Hmm. I'll ask Bob about it tonight."
* * *
The next day at lunch they met again. The
enormous room was packed and the resultant clamor provided the insulation
necessary for a private conversation.
They had virtually the same
nondescript food, Cody's served bland, Merica's spicy. As before, Cody
wondered how Merica maintained an appetite sufficient to get obese on
such pathetic fare. He knew she would eat lunches until dinners, going
from cafeteria to cafeteria -- unlike his glorious days, spent
roving between video cubicles.... He took his first bite.
"Have
I got news for you," Merica started.
Cody found himself eager to
hear. "Go ahead."
"Okay, that remark about us receiving a 'bad
sentence' -- we have. Let me give you some background. Not all Lygrid
have come here merely for recreation. Some of them have been gathering
information on us for the past four years."
"Military secrets,
you mean?"
"No, nothing like that; just a determination, from
their point of view, of who we are, our worth, like that. They've lived
among us, interacting, and also studying our history, our literature and
our art. Probably those ridiculous videos, also."
"Anthropologists, then?"
"More than that. They report back
to the League of Planets, in which the Lygrid are only one of hundreds of
sapient species. The upshot of the report is whether or not the studied
sentient species, us, is to be assisted; that is, saved from
extinction."
"Extinction?" Cody was stunned.
"According
to Bob Plato, and it makes sense to me, almost all intelligent species
end up fatally disrupting the ecosystem that spawned them. It happened
to the Lygrid, it's happening to us. Without assistance, most
intelligent species expire, bringing their planet down around them."
She lowered her voice, though no one was paying them any
attention.
"That's why the League allows the Lygrid to take so
much of our art and stuff. It's all that will survive of us, that and
our one sentence in the Book of Beings."
"One sentence? We're
reduced to that?"
"Oh, some of our stuff will survive, in
Lygris and elsewhere, for millennia. But beyond extinction, what will
endure -- everywhere, always, and only -- is that one telling entry in
the Book of Beings."
By now he knew where this was going, but
listened as Merica finished.
"That's what the 'bad sentence' is.
As proxy for the League, the Lygrid have carefully chosen one sentence,
one of our own sentences about ourselves, to sum us up; our essence. Our
merit. And this sentence is the extent of its report, the basis on which
we will or will not receive this... promotion."
Cody put down his
fork. "I guess our sentence sucks. What is it?"
Merica pulled a
SCAN (Site-Copied Auto-Note) from her pocket. "Bob Plato asked me not to
share this information, not that it's going to make any difference.
Maybe they would be less welcome as tourists, is all."
She handed
the SCAN over. "There's a list of several species' sentences. Ours is
the first."
Cody took a quick look and noticed some sentences
were bracketed. Merica anticipated his question. "Those sentences with
brackets denote sentient species for whom this one sentence is all that
is recorded of them. They were not assisted. The assumption is they're
either extinct or dying out."
Cody read:
[I value the
grace of my desires above the urgency of your needs.]
"This
is our one sentence?" He counted: "Thirteen unlucky words?!" Cody
sighed. "It's pitiful. It makes us sound incredibly selfish."
Merica just snorted.
"Yeah, well ... who wrote it anyway?",
Cody asked.
"It's from seven hundred years ago, some obscure
court poet."
"I guess it's pretty much a death sentence." He
shook his head. "What was the glorious life sentence of the ever-noble
Lygrid?"
"The next one on the list."
Cody read it out
loud, sarcastically at first, then finishing almost reverentially:
"'I recognize a vital unity linking me with all Lygrid, and Lygrid
with all life, acknowledging that where none prevails over another, each
may prosper and all may continue.'"
He was quiet for a moment,
looking at Merica.
"Actually that's pretty good."
She
merely nodded.
Silently, Cody continued reading from the
list:
[The application of high principle to low behavior is a
common deception.]
Cody thought that sentence also sounded
like the human race. He briefly considered what unfortunate species had
once uttered those words. Perfunctorily, he read on:
Until we
fashion a society that makes everyone feel wanted, we will be saddled
with a society that no one who feels, wants. He wondered if such a
society ever existed, at higher than a tribal level.
[Seeking majesty or mystery in existence only ensures misery and
mistake.] Or a CCEN of 62, going on 100. He rapidly skimmed the
remaining sentences:
[That society is doomed which compensates
above all others its entertainers.]
We must conform to
that ideal of conformity held by the most nonconformist among us.
[How scary are our lives, that we find comfort in postulating a
God who is easily offended and exacts terrible punishment?]
My equal is my enemy, for until one serves the other, we must vie
for that defining knowledge.
The kind know more of
cruelty, than the cruel, of kindness.
[That creature which
promotes itself above creation, demotes others for destruction.]
[There is no winning, no gain -- only end; and that, it finally
seems, is enough.]
Cody finished and handed the SCAN back to
Merica. "I have a sentence of my own to add: 'The Book of Beings
sucks.'"
Merica just nodded.
"Or how about, 'Here I sit
brokenhearted, came to sh--'" Cody trailed off. Merica wasn't
listening.
They were silent for a few minutes.
Cody
pushed the remains of his meal away from him. "Some of those sentences,
it seems somewhat arbitrary ... I mean the brackets, the withholding of
aid. They, we, could have been good...."
Merica smiled ruefully.
"Bob Plato, who incidently had no part in judging us, says what the
League looks for, generically, is something like: 'We are better than we
have done.' I guess we aren't."
"Then there is nothing for us,"
Cody said, dolefully, "nothing for all the struggle, all the
accomplishments; nothing but this inadequate epitaph. It's an
affront."
"It isn't meant that way," Merica consoled him. "Don't
blame them."
Cody nodded. "So how long do we have?"
"As
long as it takes to drown in our poisons. A few generations, yet, Bob
Plato thinks. We're pretty sturdy and ingenious."
"Well, you'll
escape; maybe...."
"No, I know what you're thinking. They'll be
no starting the human species over somewhere else. Only females are
allowed to emigrate and there's no possibility of interbreeding."
"So, this is it. You're leaving tomorrow and humanity is
doomed."
She nodded. "Yes, I'm leaving. But the other, there's
no guarantee. The sentence is only a prediction and an abandonment. We
still have the same chance we had before the Lygrid ever arrived."
"Well, it's no big surprise, I suppose. Still...."
"Yeah, I
know."
They hugged and promised to write and hugged again and she
was gone.
* * *
Cody was surprised how
despondent he was over the 'sentence' and all that. After all, it didn't
affect his life. He wasn't going to witness extinction in his lifetime,
nor would he have participated in resurrection. So why did he care
so?
He was sitting alone in a window room, watching purulent
clouds with reflective skins ooze along sun-inflammed fractures in the
discarded sky. Just the place for rumination.
Cody got up and
wandered listlessly into the nearest video cubicle. With his mind
elsewhere, it was five minutes before he realized he was watching one of
those decades-old documentaries about how the world was doomed unless we
... blah blah blah.
As he left, he heard laughter from the
massive videotorium down the hall. He entered and immediately recognized
the shrill onscreen voice.
What's wrong with me? he
wondered. He had already missed half of the best show of the week, the
only one still in production, not a rerun.
The series followed
the private life of Mad Donna, a fictional music video dominatrix of the
Troubled Twenties; and her sad-sack husband, Slapped, a second-rate ice
hockey player. They were fabulously wealthy, living in a dwelling all
their own. A standing joke had their friends puzzled over Slapped's
constantly bruised face; he so seldom got actual ice time.
It
was titled after Mad Donna's popular release: "SEXY in SEXA [Skins of
EXtinct Animals]."
Cody took one of few seats remaining in the
large room. It was easy to pick up the action.
Slapped was
whining to Mad Donna, "You never want to have sex anymore."
She
strutted over to her vanity, kicking off her stiletto heels. "How would
you know?" she sneered to canned laughter.
Cody joined in the
scattered chuckling around him.
"You think you're so much better
than everyone else," Slapped countered.
"Except for fools,
everyone starts out thinking that, given the competition." She looked
him in the face. "But some of us learn otherwise."
When Slapped
failed to respond to that, she continued.
"Like when I'm pumping
the droolies, and I call out 'I'm not wearing any underwear.' While
they're hooting and hollering, I'm thinking to myself, 'But if I were,
mine would be clean.'"
"Only the best for you, eh? Panties
trimmed in gold for your royal ass."
She turned away, to the
mirror. "Better than stained in yellow, my dear."
Cody at first
joined the wave of laughter, then abruptly stopped. Stopped and looked
around him. Looked around him and left.
Left with nowhere to
go.
Back
to the Planet's surface.