
THURSDAY
Tessa Sanderson was awakened by the
phone. She glanced at the clock: 6:30 a.m. Well, the alarm would
have gone off in half an hour anyway. Sleepily she groped for the
receiver. Probably it was Ellen, her sister often called too early,
Ellen’s infant son got her up at some God-awful hour…but maybe Tessa
had better check the caller I.D. anyway. There were so many people
she did not want to talk to.
Caller I.D. said the call was from
the Hoover Building.
Immediately Tessa snatched her hand
off the receiver. No way. No more condolences calls, no more
re-hashes about why she quit, no more arguments with Maddox, her
former boss. No more.
Now she was irreversibly awake.
Minette, the world’s most spoiled toy poodle, was curled tight
against Tessa’s thigh and growled as Tessa pushed aside the
blankets. Minette was supposed to stay on her own dog pillow at the
foot end of the bed, but she never did. When Salah had been alive…
None of that. No self-pity.
Tessa padded into the kitchen of
her new house and put on the water for coffee. It was important,
she had decided, to stick to a routine as much as possible. A
routine filled the days, accomplished worth-while goals, kept her
from firing her Smith & Wesson into her left temple. A routine, as
Ellen pointed out every morning, was vital to a regulated life.
Ellen was big on regulation. Tessa was big on getting through the
day in one piece.
The phone rang again. The FBI once
more, but this time Bernini’s direct line. Ellen stared at Caller
I.D. The Assistant Director himself, at 6:30 in the morning?
Didn’t seem likely. Bernini had already made his condolence call,
lacking either the courage or the foolhardiness, or maybe just the
grace, to show up at Salah’s memorial service. Of all the FBI
personnel Tessa had worked with until her resignation, only two
field agents and the secretaries had attended the funeral.
Tessa let the phone ring until the
answering machine picked up. “This is 240-555-6289,” her own voice
said. “Please leave a message.”
“Tessa, this is John Maddox. I
very much need to talk to you. It’s not about any of the things you
think it’s about. Please pick up.” Pause. “Tessa, pick up.”
Longer pause. “I’m going to keep trying, so please call me this
morning. It may be urgent.”
And if that wasn’t a typical Maddox
message, Tessa would eat her new living room rug, which sat still
rolled on her new hardwood floors. As she prepared her coffee,
Tessa dissected the message, getting angrier with each mental point.
Point one: “It’s not about any
of the things you think it’s about.” How the hell did Maddox
know what she thought his message was about? Did he think that she
assumed the message was about her resignation from the Bureau three
weeks ago, after she’d been passed over yet again for promotion
despite a sterling record in counter-terrorism?
Damn right she assumed that.
Or did Maddox think she assumed her
non-promotion was due to her late husband’s ethnicity? Salah
Mohammed Mahjoub, citizen of Tunisia until she’d met and married him
in Paris.
Damn right she assumed that, too.
Point two: “Tessa, I’ll keep
trying.” He’d have his secretary keep trying, long-suffering
Mrs. Jellison, the Rosemary Woods of her generation. Maddox would
sit in his office and go on with his work until Mrs. Jellison said,
“Mr. Maddox, I’ve got Agent Sanderson on the line.” By then he
might even have forgotten that he’d wanted Tessa.
And for what? Point three: That
“It may be urgent.” What a weasel word, “may.” Anything
may be urgent under the right circumstances. A lemon drop may be
urgent if it’s stuck in your trachea. Tessa was no longer
interested in Maddox’s lemon drops.
She sipped the last of her coffee,
put the cup in the sink, and opened a living room window. Cold
February air rushed in, bracing and sweet. Tessa liked winter if it
wasn’t too cold, and Maryland had been having a mild run of sunny
days in the 40’s. The window looked out on a small back yard, the
first Tessa had ever owned, edged with what the realtor had promised
would be lilacs. Now, however, they were just more bare bushes,
looking curiously naked and vulnerable. There were also what the
realtor promised would be lilies-of-the-valley, but Tessa planned on
digging those up. They could poison a small dog. Tessa, who’d
never before lived outside a city, had carefully researched all
floral threats to Minette.
Beyond her yard and the little town of Tyler
rose the Appalachian foothills, dull green with pine, crowned with
snow. Somewhere up there Maryland turned into West Virginia.
In T-shirt and panties, Tessa got
down on her meditation mat on the hardwood floor, assumed the lotus
position, and faced the brass statue that was the first thing she’d
unpacked.
The phone rang again.
Breathe in, breathe out…
“This is 240-555-6289. Please
leave a message.”
Breathe in, breathe out…
“Tessa, John Maddox again. Listen,
I need you to pick up. Now. We just received a second classified
report. There’s a lot of intelligence chatter, and it’s very
specific.”
Breathe…
“It includes your name, and your
late husband’s.”
Slowly Tessa turned her head toward
the phone.
“If you don’t pick up, I’m sending
two agents out there to bring you in immediately.”
Tessa got up off her meditation mat
and picked up the phone.

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