Scenes from the Cutting Room Floor
Sapper Sequence (1)
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Introduction

Prisoner of Conscience opens in the middle of a space battle between the Jurisdiction Fleet and the last desperate remnants of Nurail resistance fighters over a planet named Eild. During the battle the Scylla's defenses are breached, and Nurail sappers make an attempt to reach the main battle guns in order to put them out of service. Scylla is defended by Wolnadi fighters and on-board Security, and the sappers fail to gain their objective; but it's close.

What I've come to call "the sapper sequence" was written three times. In this first version, below, the basic idea of the sapper sequence is in place, but there are some elements that weren't satisfactory. Compared to the second and third (final) versions, for instance, this material is relatively reactive rather than active, describing much of the action not as it is happening but as Andrej and the rest of the medical staff are reacting to it.

At the same time, however, this first draft of the sapper sequence has solid character development and some bits of business that I enjoyed. Among other things the character of Calleigh Samons comes on much earlier here than in the final draft of the novel. Note also the reference to claiming the Day, an issue that becomes important further on in the novel.

The careful reader may pick up another observation —a relatively immaterial point here, becoming much more interesting in future books — that was recycled to Robis Darmon's POV in the printed novel, once the sapper was no longer available to publish the information.

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It was at times like this that Andrej Koscuisko hated the Scylla's Chief Engineer, hated her face, hated her function, but most of all hated her voice.

"Primary hull breach on carapace forward, damage control in effect."

Her voice, which sounded calm and dispassionate over the allship. Couldn't she at least have the decency to get excited? Primary hull breach, they were under attack, and a primary hull breach was about as bad as it could get on board of a cruiser-killer class warship like Scylla before things became desperate. If the hull breach was carapace forward there were no casualties yet, those would come when the damage control teams reached the site and things began to fall on them. That was good news, as bad news went.

Andrej grimaced across the body on the treatment table at the senior technician who was helping him stabilize their patient's badly damaged right hip.TOP

"Stores and distilling," he joked. Of course it was no such thing. Distilling was strictly controlled on board of Scylla, and intoxicants were regulated issue. People kept trying, though. "With luck it will be a direct hit on ship's victual supplies. The rhyti is getting to be genuinely undrinkable."

Ship's Infirmary, Jurisdiction Fleet Ship Scylla, was aroil with receipt of casualties, strange and unfamiliar with the partition-walls all drawn up into the bulkheads. Sarse Duro-one of the Scylla's best soft-tissue specialists-smiled back, raising his voice to be heard over the confusion of patients' voices, intership's braid, triage calls.

"Rhyti is always undrinkable. At least the way his Excellency prepares it. That's done the tendon rejoin, sir, let's wrap for recovery."

Andrej was the Scylla's Chief Medical Officer, Ship's Surgeon on board, but his certifications were in neurosurgery and psychopharmacology, not in bone or soft tissue. There was never any time during a mass casualty exercise to even calibrate the surgical machine for his specialty. All they could do was triage and hope for the best; for the rest he was here in the midst of things with his entire staff, doing whatever could be done to keep the patient stream moving until the Captain had finished putting the ship and Security fighters alike in harm's way.TOP

"Primary hull breach, carapace median. Damage control to conversion feed channel three. Damage control. All available resources to conversion feed channel three, median."

There she was again. Andrej scowled at the braidport overhead that broadcast her voice throughout Infirmary. "As if we are interested." Of course they were interested. Hull breach associated with ship's motivation systems was much more critical an issue than having some storage areas ruptured into uselessness. There were going to be more casualties. "Why don't we simply stop fooling around and hit those wretched platforms? This is becoming tedious."

The orderlies were trading out bodies on the treatment table, Chirt and Makula to move the unconscious patient out to recovery holding, Robert and Flont to ease the next injured crewmember into place. Andrej hoped Robert hadn't heard him. Robert St. Clare had been Bonded for four years now, the victim of one of the earlier Nurail campaigns; and Scylla was attacking what was confidently expected to be the last resisting Nurail world even now. That was why Robert was here, and not out with the Wolnadi fighters and the rest of his team-Security 5.3. Fleet didn't trust a bond-involuntary's conditioning to hold under circumstances of stress as extreme as being required to fire on one's own affinial nationals.

Sarse knew that as well as Andrej did, and Robert was respectably well tolerated amongst medical staff-all of Andrej's Security did their fifth-weeks in Infirmary. Sarse waited until Robert had gone back with the gurney to move the next patient waiting before he replied. TOP

"Shouldn't be too much longer, sir." In point of fact Robert was more than simply tolerated amongst the women that worked in Infirmary, but that was by the way, and Sarse was talking. "We did have six of the fifty platforms assigned as our targets, his Excellency will remember. Captain estimated two eights to get the job done, and it's been one and six already, hasn't it?"

It wasn't up to him to keep all of his bond-involuntaries on board, away from the shooting. If they'd been Andrej's to dispose of he would have excused them all from Fleet and sent them home years ago, not as though that was possible. They were only his in the limited sense of being his resource to direct in Security Medical: which suggested a wonderful idea.

"Concussive trauma," Andrej pretended to read aloud to his patient from the diagnostic ticket, giving himself time to think. "From uncontrolled contact between patient skull and large blunt object, hypothetically of the size and shape of a turbine engine flange." No such thing, of course. She was sitting up-the orderlies would never have allowed that, with concussive trauma-and looking at him with supreme confidence that he was going to start to make sense at any moment now. "Miss Nulmers, should you not rather simply give Millder a date, and be done with it? Surely he becomes desperate."

He knew the technician Choli Nulmers; Engineering had sent her to repair the rhyti-brewer in his office when he had arrived on Scylla and found it inoperable. It had taken her a while to adjust the calibration to his specification, and she liked to talk. He had been following her love life with bemused interest ever since. TOP

Now her dark brown eyes narrowed, a sudden twinge of irritated pain crossing her heart-shaped face. Andrej checked the bloodrec readings for pain medication hastily; but no, it was only the lameness of his humor that she found noxious.

"I'd rather patdance with a Pulibrain in estrus. With respect. Sir. -How bad is it?"

"I have never been offered such a courtesy, Miss Nulmers, I do not know. -Oh, your arm." He was being flippant, almost inexcusably so under the circumstances. But it helped him to control the fierce anxiety in his gut over the lives of the Security outside, somewhere, in the small fast heavily armed Wolnadis, doing what they could to prevent the enemy from slowing Scylla down-before the artillery platforms they were charged to destroy had come within range of the main battle guns. "It's a spectacular mess, Choli, but nothing that cannot be put right. It may be several weeks before you can pull heavy maintenance, I hope that this does not too much distress you?"

He was distracted by the idea he'd had, the one that had to do with the carapace hull breach in Stores. Secured Medical was tucked discreetly away in Stores, up at the top level beneath the carapace hull. What if Secured Medical had been destroyed?

"You've got to watch this man," Sarse said to Choli Nulmers, in a tone of awed amusement. "Genius with a neuropick."TOP

Andrej stopped what he was doing, staring for an instant in complete bewilderment. 'Genius with a neuropick' came too close to why he wanted Secured Medical offline, why had Sarse said such a thing?

Oh.

Because he was using a neuropick to braid the fibers in Choli's elbow back to where he thought they ought to be. Andrej covered for his confusion with a hasty gesture, trading the neuropick for a stabilizing brace. All Saints forbid Sarse should guess what he had been thinking of.

His pleasant life here in Infirmary was predicated on a tacit agreement: he declined to stand on rank as Chief Medical Officer, sensibly aware of his relative inexperience. The rest of the medical staff in turn declined to notice that his exalted rank was a function of his dual role as Ship's Surgeon and Ship's Inquisitor; and everybody was happy. Or as happy as a man could be, when his Judicial role required him to go to Secured Medical on Command direction and commit atrocities in the name of the Judicial order.

Any potential discomfort that might have developed out of Andrej's confusion in the face of Sarse's remark was swamped in the wave of fear that swept through the Infirmary when the Ship's Engineer came back in braid on intership.TOP

"Ship's Onboard to maintenance atmosphere, the maintenance hull has been breached. Sappers in the maintenance atmosphere. Fire suppression in effect." Now that Andrej had got his wish at last-now that the Engineer sounded every bit as worried as Andrej felt she should-he could take no comfort in it. "All crew onsite to full environmentals. Full environmentals in the maintenance atmosphere, the maintenance hull has been breached."

Andrej stared at Sarse in horror. They'd known the enemy was desperate. Desperation had made the Nurail superlatively ferocious opponents-like any sentient creatures who were fighting for their homes and the freedom of their children. But sappers on the maintenance hull . . . the maintenance atmosphere stretched the length and breadth of Scylla's counter-carapace, the belly of the ship. A breach in the maintenance hull could mean catastrophic loss of atmosphere, along with everyone and everything too close to the open bays when the air exploded away from the hull into the black void of limitless Space . . .

Sappers on the hull. Yes, you could get to the main battle guns through the maintenance atmosphere, it was about the only way to enter the ship's corridors in absence of a large cratering device with which to blow a gaping hole in the carapace hull.

But you had to fight your way in to the maintenance atmosphere to do it. TOP

It was an act of astonishing daring that could be hard to distinguish from a vengeful last strike. Who knew if the sappers were in fact making a desperate attempt on Scylla's main battle guns, or simply trying to take as many casualties as possible by exploding the maintenance atmosphere?

Things had been manageable so far during this combat exercise.

They were clearly about to get completely out of control.

He had to get Choli disposed of and out of his patient station before casualties from the maintenance atmosphere started to arrive.

Choli Nulmers was watching his face fearfully, her golden pallor clearly reflecting more than the simple physical shock she had sustained with the injury to her elbow. Andrej interlaced the grippers on the stabilizing brace, smoothing the tabs flush with the fabric of the brace itself so that they wouldn't scratch against her skin.

"There you go, Miss Nulmers." Waving for a patient transfer team, Andrej wondered how long they had before they were to be overwhelmed, and whether it would matter. If the sappers got through to the main battle guns they could more than disable Scylla-they could destroy the ship-and there would be no worrying about his triage stream once that happened, after all. "The injury you have sustained is quite serious. But it can be made right, there need be no permanent damage whatever. Doctor Sersiguid will evaluate the medication you require, now, it may be possible for you to return to limited duty, and we may need all the extra arms and hands that we can muster." TOP

It could be too easy, sometimes, to get caught up in trading quips with his technicians for the sake of the relief from tension it could bring, and forget that one's patient had keen anxieties that should be laid to rest.

"Thank you, sir," Choli nodded with good courage. "For everything."

In case this should be the last they ever spoke.

Yes.

But there was no time to entertain the fear that lay heavy in his heart, here was his next patient, and beneath the surface charring of the uniform that clothed the unconscious man Andrej thought he caught a glimpse of green piping on the cuff of the nearest sleeve. Bond-involuntary. One of his, oh, someone he knew, was he to be beside himself with anxiety that Kamblynn had been injured-or comforted that whatever had injured Kamblynn had not destroyed the ship, with all of Kamblynn's team on it?

There was no time.

"Translation or burn?" Sarse asked, readying the pincers to lift scorched fabric out of the wound that blackened Kamblynn's chest. Andrej had a peculiar horror of burn wounds, but they were survivable; more so than if they were to find a wriggler lodged in Kamblynn's body cavity, for instance. He had to concentrate on what positive elements he could.TOP

"A little of both, as tagged, on-board explosion with fragmentation of the console. We could be lucky." Not an anti-personnel seeker, then. Perhaps it would not even be so bad. "Ready? Pull."

If it was too bad Kamblynn would have the right to request termination, and be freed of his Bond. But Kamblynn was unconscious. And Andrej was not about to permit him to claim the Day until he had a chance to sit down, evaluate, discuss the issue with Kamblynn; which was obviously going to have to wait.

Sarse and Andrej together between them cleaned out the body cavity, sutured where they didn't have time for surgery, slapped a temporary blood channel through where the natural one had been too badly breached by a piece of metal, closed the body core with a film of anaerobe and signaled for transfer. There was a new patient on the table between them almost before the orderlies had carried Kamblynn away, and then another, and then another.

Abstractly Andrej knew that the actual attack on Eild had been projected at only two hours' duration, start to finish.

Subjectively it was taking forever; not because time passed slowly in Infirmary, but because time stopped-while the wounded continued to arrive, and the bodies still came on.TOP

He cleaned the ragged edges of a traumatic amputation with swift sure movements of the surgeon's flint, one ear cocked to his patient's drunken singing to ensure that the pain medication continued to penetrate deeply enough through the shock the patient's body had sustained to do its work. Mekintz in solution did that to class three hominids like Spalt. It was the most effective pain medication in the inventory, but unlike the operation of most such preparations mekintz didn't make Etting hominids lie down and go to sleep.

It made them drunk.

It was a very rude song.

Andrej made a note to himself to try to get the lyrics from Spalt, later; then drew the temporary cuff carefully up to Spalt's shoulder to keep everything in order until cyborg augmentation could be instated, and stepped away so that the orderlies to switch the bodies out.

The next patient was different.

The next patient was Nurail. TOP

Staring at the diagnostic ticket in confusion Andrej tried to understand what he was seeing. Nurail, the ticket clearly said Nurail, but it couldn't be Robert-glancing around him anxiously, Andrej made sure of that. Robert was at the triage station. It wasn't Robert, Robert was taller than this man. He hadn't thought there were other Nurail on board, Nurail weren't usually to be found in Fleet except Bonded ones like Robert, but the ticket said Nurail, what —

Of course.

And the orderly was trying to tell him, too, if he could only refocus his attention for long enough to listen.

"—of the sappers, sir. Got clear through to Cannon Four before we stopped him. We were on light loads, too, or else we would have killed him for sure, but he's not dead, and he can't go to Secured Medical like this, sir, can he?"

The enemy. A Nurail sapper, and wracked horribly from neck to knee with the fearful blow of a contact bolt fired at close range. Not enough to have killed him, no, they wouldn't have wanted to risk full charge, so close to the main battle guns. But oh, holy Mother, fearfully wounded. Andrej checked the bloodscan just to reassure himself: but it was all right, it was as he expected, nobody in his Infirmary had stinted on pain medication just because the patient was the enemy. TOP

"With luck Secured Medical's been stove in." An indirect answer, but the orderly grinned and looked a little relieved. "Thanks, Mool, I suppose we'd better send him to secured quarantine, shouldn't we? Once he's stable."

He was talking to himself. A prisoner couldn't be left on Wards. Desperate people were capable of desperate measures; and among those desperate measures lay the superhuman power to rise up from sickbed even with wounds that would normally fell a man, and walk to do what mischief could be found. Secured quarantine would do very well.

They could imprison the Nurail safely in there, but there was full medical support still in place.

"Very good, sir." Yes, relief. The mission of triage was to divide patients for treatment according to the severity of the injury and whether the wound could wait without suffering too much deterioration; from that standpoint this sapper clearly qualified as next in line. It could have been a source of conflict, though, whether the enemy should receive any treatment at all before all of Scylla's assigned resources had been seen to.

Andrej was proud of the decision his people had made, but not surprised. They were a medical unit. The ship was at war; but Infirmary was still a hospital function, first, last, and always. He was the only exception to that undivided focus on the healing of mind and flesh - and even then it was only when he was directed to Secure Medical. The Bench declined to contaminate Infirmary with torture. TOP

What was this Nurail's fate to be, if not the Question?

What point was there in saving the man's life, if Andrej was only to be made to murder him later, and much more horribly than if he were simply to be permitted to die quietly of wounds received in battle?

Andrej couldn't stop to think it out. He didn't have that luxury. He had to stabilize and refer to secured quarantine, and free the table for the next in line.

He'd think about what fate the Nurail faced later, if there was to be a later.

"Some sprynge-brace to shore up the chest wall, Sarse, do you think?" Andrej suggested, reaching for a cleaning patch.

For now he needed to keep the casualty stream moving as best he could.

"Well, we didn't lose any of the cruiser-killers," Captain Irshah Parmin was saying sourly, watching as Koscuisko slit the fabric of Calleigh's trouser-leg well up her thigh to expose her sprained knee in all its swollen, purpling glory. "But it'll be a few months before the Doxtap Fleet is ready to go on Line again. Damn, these Nurail beggars have no sense of proportion."

Chief Warrant Officer Calleigh Samons sat upright on the treatment table watching her officer of assignment critically. It wasn't up to her to comment on what the Captain had said. The most part of the day's duties had been completed; she had fought for her ship, she had mustered her assigned teams, she had made her report. As far as her official duties went she was clear to go to administrative rest break status with the rest of Security Five-Point.

Unofficially, however, Koscuisko would want a word with her; and although Koscuisko would rather die than suggest she put herself out to satisfy his whims-when she was genuinely tired from the battle-the truth of the matter was that Koscuisko would fret until he knew. TOP

She was responsible for Koscuisko's health and well-being, if only in a limited sense. If Koscuisko didn't get to sleep for wondering what had become of his Security he would not be up for combat drill next exercise period. It therefore behooved her to see that her officer of assignment was fully apprised of crew status; so he would be rested and fit for training when the time should come.

"I don't care about the Doxtap Fleet." Koscuisko was concentrating on a strained fiber or tendon at the back of her knee, clearly not paying a very great deal of attention to what he was saying or the tone of voice in which he said it. "That is, I mean to say, sir. Safety and good shepherding of vital Fleet resources aside, all I want to know is how this ship stands, and what happens next."

He'd found a knot, a tear in the sinew, something. Calleigh grunted in surprise at the sudden pain, and Koscuisko glanced up at her face swiftly, giving a quick wink of one of those mirror-silver-pale gray eyes as he reached for the osmo-stylus to put a dose through at her thigh.

"Two of the fighters we sent out didn't get back, Andrej, one of First Officer's, one of the Engineer's. One of yours only just barely made it in, what was that all about? Miss Samons?"TOP

Security teams were traditionally divided up into five sections and described as belonging to one of each of the four Ship's Primes, one reporting to the Captain himself. As far as the other officers were concerned they were all Ship's First Officer's; only Koscuisko took a particular interest in Security assigned - not because the other officers were insensitive or uncaring, no, it was just that Ship's Inquisitors tended to have a more personal relationship with Security than Command or Engineering.

Ship's Inquisitors were more likely to need Security assigned for escort offship on special assignment; far more likely to be shot at when they did so. The Chief Medical Officer-Ship's Inquisitor-was the only officer on board of Scylla to whom bond-involuntaries could be assigned, because that was why the Bench had come up with them in the first place-to support Ship's Inquisitors in the performance of their Judicial function.

"Security 5.1, your Excellency. Alluring, Silbritz, Kamblynn, Zhakar." She'd been on 5.3 herself, filling in for its navigator since St. Clare was to be confined to Infirmary for the duration. "Successful intercept on round, but the impact was a little too close. Backwash sheared off left lateral navs, they had to pulse in on inertial. Has his Excellency seen —"

Wait, that was a protocol glitch, when the Captain was present only Irshah Parmin was 'his Excellency.' Calleigh bit her lip with frustrated irritation: she was more tired than she'd thought, what had Koscuisko pressed through to her just now? Neither the Captain nor Koscuisko seemed to have noticed, though, so maybe they were tired too.TOP

"I think so, Miss Samons, he was in here earlier on. We did primary closure, but he's going to be on injured reserve for a while once we get the follow-up completed. I can't tell you just now how bad it is. Except I don't think it's terminal, there, can you flex your knee?"

There was a joke in this situation, her sitting here with her trouser-leg slit up to never mind, Koscuisko with both strong small hands carefully supporting her upper thigh. Like many of the men Calleigh had worked with in her years in Security Koscuisko was attracted to her, and had been since he'd come on board. Koscuisko had never made advances, but she knew how to read his interest well enough from a lifetime of dealing with the fact that she simply aroused an animal interest in more than the average number of the opposite sex. So here she was, with the business portion of her anatomy as good as exposed and within easy reach, all but sitting in Koscuisko's lap; and her officer was so completely focussed on the injury to her knee that he was to all intents and purposes oblivious.

She gave it a try. "Aa-ouch," she gasped, startled and amused as she always was by how much relatively minor injuries could hurt. "Don't want to. -All the rest of the Five-Point teams are back on station hale and whole, sir. I've sent St. Clare to quarters for your orderly."

Because they were all exhausted, and Koscuisko would hate not being able to talk to them and assure himself of their health and well-being, even though he knew that they would need to rest more than anything. St. Clare would have no distracting news to share with him. So they would both be able to just go to sleep. TOP

Frowning, Koscuisko reached around to one side for a flexor-brace. "Which reminds me. Captain. A Nurail sapper brought in as prisoner, sir. Secured in quarantine, but what is to be done?"

"What did I tell you?" Irshah Parmin demanded in response. "No sense of proportion. By God, Andrej, the mettle of those Nurail, they were clear to Forward Cannons before they were finally all stopped. And they had to know what they were up against."

Death in the attempt on Scylla's main battle guns, if they were lucky. Capture to face the Question, if they were not lucky. From the concentrated attention Koscuisko was focussing on the flexor-brace as he wrapped it around her knee the latter alternative was very much on Koscuisko's mind.

"Yes, and this one seems to have been particularly difficult to convince to fall down and lie quietly. It is a shame something did not fall on his head and save us the trouble of locking him up in Quarantine. Try your weight on that, Miss Samons."

Holding her arm carefully, Koscuisko supported her weight as she eased herself off the treatment table to her feet. The brace was a little less rigid than she had expected; but it would hold. She tested the range of motion in her leg with a cautious pressure of her foot, and Koscuisko smiled at her, as if pleased with himself. Her officer of assignment had a very beautiful smile, as far as that went. Small white even teeth. A glint of the wolf to them.

"It is just-loose-enough to keep your attention focussed where I want it, Miss Samons, and none of your pushing the parameters about it either. If I may see my gentlemen at exercise, in two-shifts' time? And thank you. That you have brought them all back home as safe as could be hoped for."

She saluted carefully, mindful of the need to watch her balance.

"We're stuck with him now," the Captain said, but he had already acknowledged her salute and put her out of his mind. "And he may have information we can use. Though what that might be I can't think, right now, the siege is finished, the resistance is dispersed, the relocation fleet will be here in three days to start to pick up what's left over." TOP

A relocation fleet from Chilleau Judiciary, true, waiting at a safe distance for such time as Eild's defenses were destroyed at last and the world no longer capable of resisting Bench pacification measures. There were political issues involved with Chilleau Judiciary and this last Nurail campaign, criticism between Judges on the Bench over the Second Judge's handling of the problem; none of which was any of her business, still less her concern.

She could hear her berth calling to her, Calleigh, Calleigh. And St. Clare would see the officer safe to bed. St. Clare was fond of his officer of assignment, he took good care of Koscuisko. They all took good care of Koscuisko. Koscuisko took unusually good care of them, and most of them bond-involuntaries, and scarce accustomed to being treated as people rather than particularly intelligent deckwipes-

Calleigh, Calleigh.

Calleigh Samons.

Calleigh.

She followed the siren song of her berth until she reached the sanctuary of her quarters at last, and fell into the rumpled embrace of her unmade bed without so much as pausing to pull her boots off. TOP

Walls and corridors sensibly in place once more, Infirmary was back to normal in the aftermath of Scylla's participation in the reduction of Eild. Andrej's Wards were filled to over-capacity, true, but it was not unmanageable, and Fleet would have a hospital unit on site soon enough.

Kamblynn's wounds were healing very nicely and Kamblynn himself was in good spirits, regaling the orderlies with his tale of how he fired the intercept round that detonated the charges launched from the enemy artillery platform well before it had reached its intended target-Scylla's hull. It was a good story. It bore repeating. Andrej himself had heard it through twice now; and Kamblynn could still make him shudder in sympathetic horror when he got to the part where the forward scans were sheared off by the backlash of the blast.

They had sustained casualties, but fewer fatalities than Andrej considered they had any right hoping for. All was well with the world on board of Scylla once more, as far as he was concerned.

There was only this one problem.TOP

Sitting in the sidechair in secured quarantine with his feet up on the lip of a storage-bin set into the wall-he'd been on his feet too long, these past few days, it made his boots tight-Andrej reviewed his ward reports and watched the patient's scans, thinking about his problem. He was alone here in secured medical with the injured Nurail sapper; there was no possible danger, because the Nurail was securely strapped into his place, as thoroughly as his injuries would permit.

They were severe injuries.

Unfortunately they were not fatal ones.

There was no question in Andrej's mind but that the Nurail would recover in time; and what would happen to the wounded man then?

After spending a few more moments absorbed in Pharmacy Stores the latest audit Andrej decided it was time to discuss the matter with the person it most concerned, and glanced up.

"I can tell that you're awake." Awake and afraid; it was obvious enough to anyone who knew the first thing about reading diagnostics. Fear was the most reasonable response imaginable for a captive under such circumstances as these; Andrej wondered whether anything he could say would make any difference.TOP

He would see what he could do, as much for the sake of his Captain's honor as the prisoner's pain. "My name is Andrej Koscuisko, and I am Ship's Surgeon here." His voice sounded curiously muted to him in the small room, hushed against the background of white noise from the monitors. "Everybody knows what Ship's Surgeons are. But as long as we're wearing duty gray we're expected to confine ourselves to strictly medical procedures."

When he was sent out to Secured Medical duty black was the uniform of the day. Duty black, at least partially because there was no obvious way to tell the spilled blood of torture victims from simple sweat on a black uniform.

"You're prisoner on board of Scylla, Captain Irshah Parmin commanding. Battle's over, and you've lost, brutal but true. I have a hard time minding that. You were trying to kill us, after all."

Was it his imagination, or did he detect the ghost of a smile on the face of the Nurail prisoner? Hard to tell in the low light, with the shadows falling across the patient's face. One of the rather short run of Nurail, underfed but sinewy as stalloy, long black curling hair matted close to the man's skull by sweat and the several days that had gone by since he'd washed last, narrow eyes beneath black eyebrows, some days' growth of mustache. TOP

If the Nurail was smiling at all it was undoubtedly at the image of Scylla destroyed in a successful attack. There was nothing else to smile about in the situation before them. Andrej didn't particularly appreciate the prisoner's pleasure in that thought but found it hard to grudge it to the man regardless.

"You notice you can't move. You're injured, and in restraints. Would you like a drink of water?"

There were some sounds, but not coherent ones; half-strangled grunts, as of a man trying to force sound through a throat too dry to support it. Their meaning was clear enough to Andrej. Rising to his feet, stepping close beside the wounded man, Andrej toggled the bedsupports to raise the Nurail to a modified upright position within the restrictions imposed by the injuries he'd sustained. Tapping the siphon into easy reach along the patient's cheek he cleared the line and set the feed to supply on demand.

"There. Drink as you like, it's only water. You have no reason to believe me, I suppose, but consider that I have no particular reason to lie to you, for reasons which are perhaps depressingly obvious to both of us."

No reason to try to trick the man into making the wrong move or revealing information, because the time for tricks and information was past. And everybody knew about the Controlled List. There was no need for any Ship's Inquisitor to exercise himself in persuasion or trickery when the Controlled List was replete with drugs to do the job for him.TOP

"Let's talk. You're prisoner here, we took you wounded. Captain doesn't care for the idea of torturing the wounded, nor do I."

The Nurail wasn't giving him any feedback, lying quietly with his eyes closed now, taking short sips of water from the siphon straw. Pacing himself, Andrej noted. Careful not to overburden his stomach all at once with an excess of fluid. Intelligent: or educated, or perhaps both, perhaps this sapper was an intelligent man who had also been hurt badly enough before to have learned how best to manage his recovery processes. That only made the prospect of putting him to the Question even more distasteful than it had before, somehow.

"But he won't let personal feelings stand in the way of troops' lives. I take it your preference would be to die of wounds rather than torture, given the fact that you are going to die."

A quick glance from the patient; yes, Andrej decided. The Nurail already knew that. And had been struggling with the knowledge that he faced the unforgiving Protocols as a prisoner taken in direct attempts to undermine the Judicial order.

"Is there a way around the shame of torturing your enemy, when he is wounded?" Andrej asked the ceiling, reaching into the chestplaquet of his overblouse to pluck out the osmo he had doseloaded there. Distracted by his internal conflict over the situation the two of them were in together, he almost missed the signs in the Nurail's face that told him what the Nurail meant to do —

"No."

Andrej dropped the osmo on the sidetable hastily, taking the Nurail's head between his two hands, putting as much pressure as he could muster against the hinge of the Nurail's jaw to stop the man from clamping his teeth shut.TOP

"No, you can't get away with that, it's only temporary. And I'm trying to find a way out of this for both of us. I don't even care if you believe me, I'm not about to let you."

Bite his tongue through.

Name of the Mother.

"Why chose to live to suffer torture when you could die here of wounds received? Give me two eighths. It's a truth-teller, not a speakserum. I have only one question. Please."

The long moment dragged as the Nurail glared at him, implacable hatred keen in his sharp eyes.

Then slowly he relaxed his jaw.

It could be a trick, of course, but the diagnostics were settling; Andrej felt confident in interpreting what he saw. The Nurail was afraid of torture, afraid of pain that would lead him to compromise his fellows-so much was only reasonable and sensible. Intelligent. What the Nurail was not afraid of was the truth: so he was convinced that no information he possessed could be used to harm innocent souls or people he loved, as long as only the truth was to be required of him.

That made him brave, but regrettably naïve. Any information could be made to compromise innocent souls, any information at all. Who better to know the truth of that than Andrej Koscuisko?

Up to him to see things didn't get that far.TOP

Andrej put the dose through at the Nurail sapper's shoulder, the muscle rock-hard with tension. There should not be so much tension. It was quite probably painful. He adjusted the rate of delivery for the muscle relaxants in the linelink feed at the Nurail's chest, and waited.

"This is a drug specific to the informal questioning of persons of interest, persons not yet Accused. And as such all it should be able to do is guarantee to me that what you say is true. It's your choice. But I hope you'll decide to answer me."

He didn't like using any Controlled List drug in Infirmary; it was a species of violation of the separation of medicine from Inquiry. During the dark hours that passed in the aftermath of an interrogation Andrej clung to the separation of healing from harm with ferocious desperation to save him from the agony in his own soul; only the desperation of this circumstance-a wounded enemy, threatened with torture-made it possible for him to transgress to this strictly limited extent.

"That depends," the Nurail said. His voice seemed impossibly deep to Andrej, resonant and even melodious. "What you're going to ask."

It did depend; it was the Nurail's choice not to answer if he didn't care to speak the truth. "I do not need to ask if your intent was to destroy the ship or simply the main battle guns. The Bench will assume as much from your presence on board of Scylla, and the circumstances surrounding your capture."TOP

"Where are the others?"

Having found his voice the prisoner seemed perfectly willing to use it, taking advantage of the situation while he could. The others . . .

"No others were taken alive in the attack on Scylla. They are all dead. My Captain will wish to know: have you any knowledge that he needs to protect the lives of crew on board this ship?"

Because if the Nurail did there would be no help for it, and Andrej did not have the right to set his own horror of abusing a wounded man above the lives of the people for whom the Captain was responsible. He would have to tell the Captain. He would have to send this injured prisoner to Secured Medical once he was healed enough to stand up under the Intermediate Levels; which would probably kill him, but all too slowly.

There was a long moment of considering. Had he found the right phrase? Had he asked what he needed to know in a way that a Nurail prisoner could see his way clear to answering, and not dishonor himself?

Then the Nurail sighed so deeply that it came out half a sob, choked back bitterly with a spasm of pain. "There's nothing left, torturer. All we could do we've done. Oh, God forgive me, that I lived to know it."

Well, hypothetically that could be interpreted as indicating that an ambush or delayed attack of some sort had already been set up, and not yet sprung.

But Andrej didn't think so.TOP

And he was willing to take responsibility for it if he had made a mistake. He had been Ship's Inquisitor for three years on board of Scylla, and while Captain Irshah Parmin did what he could to minimize the requirements for his torturer's skills Andrej considered that he had come to learn the sound of hopelessness in the voice of a prisoner.

"But since you've asked. If you kept your mouth shut and looked stupid you could pass for bastard Nurail yourself, torturer." The prisoner's voice was serene and almost cheerful, now, as though relief-a question he could answer without shame-made him a little giddy. "And that I'll tell you free and fairly, gift-like. That could save your live someday, I suppose. But I hope not."

"You are very generous. My mother will thank all Saints for your charity." No, he was being a little giddy himself, and they still had serious business to address. "Are you in pain? There is additional relief available, you are set up to self-medicate."

Now the Nurail was confused, and frowned. "A little. Nothing to what you've planned for me, I'm sure."

"Have we any hope of useful information from you whatever?"

"Useful to accuse honest Nurail of crimes the Bench will invent against them? Could be. Useful to save your people from peril? None."TOP

There was nothing more to say or hear. Only one final choice remained to be made; whether the Nurail would find his own way out-or whether it would be for Andrej to murder him, here, in secured quarantine, and commit a crime to prevent a blacker crime from happening.

Tucking the pulsebulb into the Nurail's half-closed left hand Andrej tagged the retards on the medlines. "Give it a squeeze, doesn't need to be too hard. You'll get a dose of sergui, drug of choice for pain management in class four hominids like Nurail. Try it."

There was no reason why the man should trust him, but it was true that the Nurail was in pain. He closed his fist on the pulsebulb, then relaxed. Nodding approvingly, Andrej watched the diagnostics report the release of the narcotic dose; followed fairly rapidly by the desired effect on the patient's level of distress.

"There is a problem with this machine, though," Andrej added carefully. It was a risk. But the prisoner was intelligent. With luck the Captain would decline to investigate . . . "The calibration's gone off. We wouldn't be using it ordinarily, it's just because we have so many patients on Wards. Hit the bulb too many times in succession and we'll never have a chance to test your truth in Secured Medical, it'll be 'died of wounds received' instead. Or else I am to have an 'accidental overdose' reprimand in my performance assessments." TOP

And if the Nurail didn't take him up on that promise there would be nothing left to do but to do it himself, and poison the man with the narcotic. It was inconsistent of him to be unhappy about that, Andrej knew. Why should the prospect of one murder trouble him, when he had committed so many other murders before this? Why should he be reluctant to face killing a man so benignly as by drugging him to death, who had killed others by atrocious torture?

"Why-"

The Nurail started to ask the obvious question. Andrej could only guess that the answer was as obvious, because the Nurail didn't bother to complete the question, squeezing steadily on the pulsebulb.

There, that would do it.

Five times the normal dose flooded the line into the Nurail's body.

His hand fell limp.

He blinked twice, as if in astonishment.

He closed his eyes.TOP

It would be an eight or more before the Nurail actually died, the action of the drug being what it was. If he left now it would be clear that the prisoner had obtained an accidental overdose while alone in the room; the alarms had not gone off because the flow restrict registered no anomaly.

Andrej set the pulsebulb to rights against the patient's motionless hand, to make clear how the accident had happened. "Wish me luck explaining this to Captain," he said aloud to the as-good-as-empty room, grateful beyond his expectation to the anonymous Nurail for making the best choice.

If anybody asked awkward questions he would just claim to have been over-tired, and to have forgotten to set a counter to restrict the flow of the medication.

But somehow he did not expect that anyone would really care to probe too deeply into the event.

— End —

Notes

The sapper in this scene is not the same man as Fanner Rigs. This anonymous Nurail turned up in another role in the novel once he had dropped out of the sapper sequence, but his fate was to be ultimately cut entirely.

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